ds 17 on friday...am i holding the rains
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ds 17 on friday...am i holding the rains
| Wed, 05-17-2006 - 11:37pm |
well, i'll try and be brief. my ds 16 will be 17 on friday. my son since the age of 13 has taken zoloft /clinically depressed they said. well, i have never seen the bad in my son. i guess that's what most moms do. oh, since toddler/kindergarden the teachers would tell me , "he's a likable child but he's disruptive to the class" . straight through to 8th grade. but his grades were awsome. smart kid. into highschool he had matured and the disruption simmered down i guess. i know now that he smokes pot on occassion and he smokes cigarettes. i believe he drives fast because when we are with him, we constantly have to tell him to slow it down. omg, this kid is scaring me. now today he tells me he wants to join the marines :( i know they want to serve their country. but i don't want him to. we are in a war and my son has no disapline. he doesn't seem the material. my nephew is now in iraq for a year and we have just been crazy with worry. he has his prom on friday. he wants to go to a party til 12 then to another party and sleep over. i am just so scare to let loose and let him go. am i being crazy about this. i know they grow up and you have to let them venture but i know what's out there, i know what i was doing at age 17 and i don't want him doing it. it's worse now days. should i chill a little? i don't me on the drugs or smoking either about chilling..i am on his care constantly. i know he doesn't drink alcohol.

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I'm sorry I misread your comments... life is indeed stressful as a military mom, sometimes I read things into posts re: military service that isn't intended.
<<wow, do mom's ever have a day where she's not worried or upset about something. ?>>
Ummmm... NO! LOL
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