I just got an abortion Friday and
Can you contact the clinic you went to and see about arranging a visit with their counsellor? Really, they're much better able to assess your needs than a group of strangers on the internet.
There's also an IV abortion support board. Here's a link for you http://messageboards.ivillage.com/iv-bhabortion
I'm sorry you're having such a hard time with this, but like the previous post said, this isn't the place for you to get help. This is a debate board intended to debate the merits of abortion. If you're having such a hard time with grief, I would suggest seeing a therapist. But if you prefer the anonymity of the Internet, you should go to the abortion support group on iVillage. Those women have all had abortions, some positive and some negative, and they would have a much better understanding of what you're going through.
Good luck to you and I hope you're able to find peace quickly.