I know I should post this below but ...
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|Tue, 06-24-2003 - 5:26pm|
Okay, here's my life.
Dh and I have decided against separation and to go full steam ahead with a divorce. He's still involved with the OW and has pretty much fully moved on. He's basically started a new (albeit long distance) life with her. Power to him. I don't want to be married to a man like that.
The kids and I are in Oklahoma at my parent's house (yea for cable internet! lol) And until I got back I didn't realize how much I missed Oklahoma (its GREEN for pete's sake .. Callahan didn't know what grass was poor kid) and my family and my friends. I've already reconnected with two friends in particular and I'm sure more reunions are to come. So, I 've pretty much (not 100% ... more like 95%) decided to stay here. Not in my parent's hometown (2500 people is TOO SMALL for me), but in a neighboring town (40 miles away) that has a 47,000 population, a great community theatre, a couple of college campuses, several large employers and a good Montessori school. I'm applying for jobs like crazy adn hope that within a couple of weeks I have one.
Stbxh is okay with me movign the kids away. Not happy about it, but okay. He knows how badly he screwed up and knows that if he wants his little idyllic life with OW (commonly known around my parent's house as the home-wrecking bitch ... lol) that he doesn't have any right to tell me to do; something that I feel is wrong for me. He'll still see his kids .. he'll just have to work harder at it.
Oh, and I chopped my hair off today. Chopped off enough (about 10.5 inches) to donate it to Locks of Love. In some ways I miss it .. I was always being approached by strangers telling me how gorgeous it was ... but stbxh always loved my hair ... and I figure a new life needs a new look.
Okay, that's enough for now ... but plan on seeing me around again ...
Miss ya'll (that's okie speak for all of you)