October POAS Buddies!

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October POAS Buddies!
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Sat, 10-01-2011 - 10:02pm

You don't know how long I have wanted to be here!! Just couldn't wait to start the thread.

 


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Sat, 10-29-2011 - 9:44pm

Feeling 200% better today!!

Jenn (28) & DH Zach (28)
Married 9/24/2005

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Fri, 10-28-2011 - 9:44am
Thanks , I'm already feeling better. Just caught me way off guard cause I wasn't expecting it for at least another day. It was a rough night at work and that didn't help. Thanks for always being awesome =)

Jenn (28) & DH Zach (28)
Married 9/24/2005

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Fri, 10-28-2011 - 9:14am
Im sorry love :( its not fair and you do deserve a break.

For me it has helped having my moms group to talk to. They are the only ones that know we are TTC besides you gals and so instead of only hearing the instant bfps i see everywhere on facebook or from surprise pregnancies of family members, i have had friends who are perfectly healthy with no fertility issues at all saying they took 5 months to get pregnant, or one that it took 8 months. Really put in perspective for me that its completely normal and typical to take a good while to get pregnant for a lot of people.

Still doesnt make it any easier when you want it right away I know and you have worked hard and waited a long time to get here. *hugs*

 


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Fri, 10-28-2011 - 8:36am
I'm out...AF showed this morning. Not only does that mean the obvious not pregnant but my LP was only 10 days. I just don't know if I can do this. I can't hope and plan and want every day only to be let down.

I just dont get why everyone around me gets this perfect "I want a baby, hey look BFP!" and I don't. My cousin who just got married in April just announce she 12 weeks pregnant. They started trying when we did.
I got pregnant at 19, have psycho mother who I can't have anything to do with, a daughter who was diagnosed with cancer at age 4, a miscarriage while she was be treated for cancer, my father diagnosed withstage 4 cancer at 55 and we are benign over backwards to help my sister & nephew..... have I really not earned this one thing being easy? I just keep thinking what the hell did I do that EVERYTHING has to be so hard? I'm sorry, just having a feel bad for myself moment.

Jenn (28) & DH Zach (28)
Married 9/24/2005

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Thu, 10-27-2011 - 9:57pm
*fx*

 


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Thu, 10-27-2011 - 7:32pm
cramping is back a little and headache is starting up again, still not a migraine though. gave in and tested and BFN. it's still early cause im only 10 DPO but i'm just feeling like im out. guess we will say over the next few days!

Jenn (28) & DH Zach (28)
Married 9/24/2005

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Thu, 10-27-2011 - 4:46pm
seriously dont stress about it!!! take care of that little person you're growing =)

Jenn (28) & DH Zach (28)
Married 9/24/2005

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Thu, 10-27-2011 - 10:08am
Sorry girls! I have felt like crap and been nowhere near a post office lately:-( I will get them out soon!
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Thu, 10-27-2011 - 9:00am
Lol...what a great idea! BD at O-ish time and then wait for AF. Wish I'd thought of that! ;)

Jenn (28) & DH Zach (28)
Married 9/24/2005

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Thu, 10-27-2011 - 8:39am
nothing really, i dont even know what cd im on lol whats the point? there is no 2ww for me so im just going to bd around the times i suspect is o time and see if AF comes.

 


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