Up, down - confused.... stressed
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| Tue, 05-04-2004 - 1:11pm |
Well, neverhteless I need to get a job - part time or?? We really need the money. I am actually glad to get away. My husband only works 3 days a week ...ie mon and tue ever other weekend. So, we do not have to worry about daycare.
Furthermore, I feel like I am going to go nuts sometimes. Like what am I doing? Who am I. Are some parents better off just working? I love my children very much.
I don't know, sometimes I feel guilty for feeling this way. My neighbor stays home and loves it. Ms. Domestic mommy. That is great for her. She says, oh I would like to stay home forever. I think...What??? Oh my god I would go nuts! I really need mental stimulation. I am the type of person that is better when I have a lot to do. Multi-tasker. I know, staying at home with two kids is multi tasking, but?
Any advice???
Thanks
C

Are you involved in a moms club or go out with friends often? It sounds like you need some me time.
I was in the same position where we needed the money, but after I paid for daycare I made nothing. I looked for at home stuff, but it was very hard to find something that wasnt a scam or didnt want money up front which I did not have.
Good Luck
Sara