Good day (baby coming) bad day (brother)
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Good day (baby coming) bad day (brother)
| Mon, 03-26-2007 - 12:27pm |
I am running the gamete on emotions here today...Kate is at the hospital as we speak being induced ..yeah granddaughter soon!! And I have been on cloud nine!! But then the mail comes this morning and it contained a letter from my deceased brothers (suicide two years ago) estate releasing it . OMG it brought it all back I have been crying over him and smiling over Berkleys arrival all at once..When that baby girl gets here I am going to snuggle her sniff her,love her and hang on the the joy of a new life. Dear lord I can't wait to see her!! And yet OMG do I miss my brother all over again!!! Dang feeling two emotions all at once takes a toll on you!!!


((((((Happy Hugs for Berkley))))) (((((Sad Hugs for your brother)))))) Ya know, I don't know what to say, so I'll just leave it at a big hug and "We're here for you, Sweetie". Congratulations on the baby!! :) That's sooo awesome! I'm sending lots of p&pts that it goes quickly and goes very well and everyone's healthy.
~ Kat
You have to update us asap on that baby! I'm sorry about your brother. I lost my dad to suicide, and its just so hard. Maybe that piece of mail is a sign, your brother will be with you on this special day!
Chrissy
Huge HUGS to you, Rose!
Bittersweet days are very difficult and draining, but be sure to take time to LET yourself feel the different feelings. Berkley is a beautiful blessing and will bring so much joy, and I'm pretty sure that the email you recieved today was just a quick "HEY SIS" from your brother, letting you know he's around waiting for her to arrive as well! =)
Can't wait to see pics of your beautiful grandaughter!
Yes I agree. Brother's way of saying here is