Good day (baby coming) bad day (brother)

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Registered: 12-01-2005
Good day (baby coming) bad day (brother)
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Mon, 03-26-2007 - 12:27pm
I am running the gamete on emotions here today...Kate is at the hospital as we speak being induced ..yeah granddaughter soon!! And I have been on cloud nine!! But then the mail comes this morning and it contained a letter from my deceased brothers (suicide two years ago) estate releasing it . OMG it brought it all back I have been crying over him and smiling over Berkleys arrival all at once..When that baby girl gets here I am going to snuggle her sniff her,love her and hang on the the joy of a new life. Dear lord I can't wait to see her!! And yet OMG do I miss my brother all over again!!! Dang feeling two emotions all at once takes a toll on you!!!

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Registered: 11-22-2003
Mon, 03-26-2007 - 12:36pm

((((((Happy Hugs for Berkley))))) (((((Sad Hugs for your brother)))))) Ya know, I don't know what to say, so I'll just leave it at a big hug and "We're here for you, Sweetie". Congratulations on the baby!! :) That's sooo awesome! I'm sending lots of p&pts that it goes quickly and goes very well and everyone's healthy.

~ Kat

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Registered: 07-06-2006
Mon, 03-26-2007 - 12:38pm

You have to update us asap on that baby! I'm sorry about your brother. I lost my dad to suicide, and its just so hard. Maybe that piece of mail is a sign, your brother will be with you on this special day!

Chrissy

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Registered: 10-16-2004
Mon, 03-26-2007 - 12:49pm

Huge HUGS to you, Rose!


Bittersweet days are very difficult and draining, but be sure to take time to LET yourself feel the different feelings. Berkley is a beautiful blessing and will bring so much joy, and I'm pretty sure that the email you recieved today was just a quick "HEY SIS" from your brother, letting you know he's around waiting for her to arrive as well! =)


Can't wait to see pics of your beautiful grandaughter!

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Registered: 12-04-2006
Mon, 03-26-2007 - 1:31pm
I am so sory for your loss-the world is always renewed by new life and a fresh start-How wonderful that you are going to be a grandma-me too just found out-it is still tooo weird to wrap my brain around sometimes-esp when i have a 2 yr old wreaking havock all day long-plus i am not really old enough to be a grandma-LOL! It just feels weird-nice to know someone else who will be a grandma at a young age also!
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Registered: 11-24-2003
Mon, 03-26-2007 - 6:00pm

Yes I agree. Brother's way of saying here is

 

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