I think I made a mistake :(
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| Mon, 07-09-2007 - 2:23am |
I'm so upset right now. I had made the decision to find another home for my pomeranian for a few logical reasons. For one, I could never get him completely house-trained and I was so sick of cleaning up little piddle puddles. I just felt that with two kids under two that he was adding extra stress by chewing everything up - including digging in the toy box and chewing up the baby's and Noah's toys even though he had perfectly good chew toys - and peeing all over the house. Yesterday he chewed through my laptop computer charging cable and that was the final straw. It was an $80 cord that we had to replace because we need the computer. So I put out an ad to find him a new home and I talked to a few people and some people came by today and I gave him to them.
They were good people. They have raised pomeranians before and they loved him. Well they called a bit ago and said that he had run off and they can't find him. What happened was the woman had taken him on a walk and he wiggled off of his leash and ran off into the woods. So I went out to their home and helped look for him but no luck. They own, like, 20 acres so he could be anywhere. I had hoped he would come to my voice or something but he didn't. And he's brown so he blends in with the foliage.
I know they didn't do anything wrong, he just wasn't adjusted to them yet since he had only been with them a few hours. But now he's out there lost and it's all my fault! If I hadn't been so quick to find a home for him, or if I just held out and kept him he would be fine. He would be here with me now not lost in the woods. I'm so upset I can't stop crying. I emailed them some pictures of him to make flyers and offered to go back tomorrow if they still can't find him. I just don't know what else to do but kick myself.
Tarra

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