It's not going to happen :(

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Registered: 11-05-2004
It's not going to happen :(
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Sun, 11-06-2005 - 4:36pm
I just have a feeling I'm going to be sitting at the dr.'s office on Friday afternoon still pregnant :( IM SOO frustrated and feeling soo down right now, I dont know if it's hormones or what? I don't even feel excited to even see my baby right now, I just want the pregnancy to be over with. I know it's awful to say that, but thats how I feel. Even when I saw my sisters baby today(shes 4 months), I want nothing to do with her. Just holding her irritates me. I dont know whats wrong.
My dr. didnt want me to have a big baby, but he's already 8lbs and im sitting here NOT in labor, and I have a reallllly good feeling I will make it through the whole week and still be 3 cm dilated, maybe 4. And last night I had a ton of this brownish mucus stuff, it was gross. But I already lost my mucus plug...
Why didn't he send me in on Friday to be induced? Im soo angry with him right now, I have had contractions all day and all night, it's wearing me out physically and emotionally. Obviously the contractions aren't putting me in labor, they are useless and painful and I'm going to go through these painful contractions all week to be induced on Friday :(. I wouldnt care to be in pain if they were doing something. I'm trying to relax, I just feel SOO emotional and ready to burst into tears, and soo ready for this to be over with.


Edited 11/6/2005 4:49 pm ET by kate923

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Registered: 09-21-2004
Sun, 11-06-2005 - 7:23pm

Big (((HUGS))) to you Kate!


Of course you are tired, don't get down on yourself. I am sure there are a lot of us including me who had that feeling of just wanting it over with.


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Registered: 08-05-2004
Sun, 11-06-2005 - 8:08pm

He will come!

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Registered: 11-13-2003
Mon, 11-07-2005 - 12:40pm
I dont have any great advice for you Kate...sorry! Most of us have been there, you are not alone. As frusterating and painfull as it is, the longer he's cooking the better off he'll be. His time will come. Try to take it easy, and rest if you can. Hugs to you Kate! Not much longer now! You can do it!!!

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Mon, 11-07-2005 - 12:57pm

(((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))
I remember those feelings when I was pregnant with Dalton.
I don't see why your dr wont help you along to have the baby now. Especially since this is already a big baby.
I hope it happens soon for you.

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