Struggling alon...but still here
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|Thu, 08-04-2011 - 4:03pm|
As I get to the end of my pregnancy I feel more and more like a beached whate everyday. I am almost 130lbs and I can feel it. With my son I gained 20lbs max and lost most of it inthe surgery room. LOL. But with this one I am thinking its going to take me more then a c section to get back to where I was before. I am short to 5 feet maybe and I think the weight gain has something to do with my back. I go for weekly appointment between massage and physio. I just want this over! I am never getting pregnant again LOL. Because of me only down to 1 daycare kid at the moment I will only be able to take 2 weeks off work. Im hoping this baby is as easy as my first and I can start another daycare kid in Oct to help with losing one (the one I terminated in July) as it has been a hard struggle on the bills. I dont have family close so it sucks.The dayhome lady across the street has become a real witch to me which doesnt help me at all. Day to day life is hard and seems no end in sight.