A recent post from srprsboy made me think.
Giuli, are we REALLY judged by the same standards that classroom teachers are?
You are NOT conceited.
Despite any missteps on my part. And I've had some, I've never denied. No one could deny that my classes ran like well oiled machines and maybe people dont like that, but anyone who observed me, left my room saying WOW!
My children flowed. They moved at any turn or sound I made, they knew the rules and what was expected. They kept up with me and the lesson and everyone knew what they should be doing. Transistions were almost effort less and even when there was noise, it was controlled chaos. But somehow, I'm always the one looking for work.
My point incompetent people keep each other's secrets. You're stupid as sheet?? Well so am I, so if you wont tell I wont tell!! You or I or any real teacher will call a spade a spade and that's why were moved on alot. Cant keep people around who you cant control or blackmail by outting their incompetence.
Thats just how I see it. Meanwhile the real victims are the children. I remember taking music in middle school. We were all allowed to go music class at first. The first few classes were to see if you could catch on and keep up the pace, I could, but many of my classmates couldnt so, everyone who could keep up and show a real interest and potential got to stay in music class. Everyone else was given a different special. LOL. Now, all kids can be in it and we must all tell them how great they are. Um, NO. LOL
You had to show you had an ear for it and could pick up theory quickly. Again, I could. Some couldn't. They found something ELSE to be good at. So believe me, i totally get it. You're truly talented and competent at your job. LIke me, you'll always struggle, people say the want truth, but really everyone wants a liar. LOL.
Guili nailed it. As for how you are judged, in many cases the admin doesn't care if the kids