Whole world came crashing down...
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|Wed, 10-21-2009 - 12:37am|
I know there hasn't been an update from me in a while, so i figured i'd let everyone know that we lost our baby...our little girl. Apparently she didn't even make it to 17 wks. I started bleeding at about 2am last Wednesday and Caleb rushed me to the hospital where we found out she had been gone for a while... not sure what caused it, had a d&c Thursday, just haven't felt like coming on to let everyone know... we were going to name her Ainslie Isabelle, we thought we were out of the woods and that we would have our baby in our arms this time, but aparently not...I haven't been able to sleep, i'm just so torn up, I guess you're not out of the woods until you're holding your lo in your arms....i just feel so numb about it and all our families can say is "i guess it wasn't meant to be" or "sorry for the loss, but maybe it's for the better"... how the hell is it for the better?