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|Sun, 10-26-2008 - 8:20pm|
hi my name is christie im 17 and im 5 months pregnant. i live with my grandma and she seems okay with it now, just sometimes when she gets mad at me she always throws it in my face. when i found out i was pregnant i ran away because she always told me if i was to ever get pregnant i cant stay with her, i went to placement for a month then she got in contact with me and she told me she wanted me to come home since she was the only one that has been there for me through out my life. this was not a planned pregnancy, i didnt want this i had so much going for me and everything but i've faced facts and now i understand i have to deal. abortion didnt cross my mind i dont believe it or adoption. me and the father was dating for a while and i really loved him. at first when we found out he was there for me but as time went on we just faded, he started telling me thing like you should of got abortion or you need to put it up for adoption im not ready blah blah blah and that really hurt me we arent together now, he told me he would still be there for the child but to tell the truth i dont even know. it so hard every single day waking up knowing he left and hes not here to help me, everything i do i do it by myself i go to doctors appointments alone everything and i just wish he was there to i tryed to give him chances for us but hes just not getting it, so i recently decided to just let him go and just worry about me and my child. i dont know why but if i could go back and change everything i honestly dont think i would. i never thought this would ever happen to me i was always known as the good girl, but im still going to school and everything. im confused about why would he do this to me and im scared.thanx for reading all this srry so long.