TEEN SINGLE MOM AND GOIN ON BABY #2

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Registered: 12-09-2009
TEEN SINGLE MOM AND GOIN ON BABY #2
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Wed, 12-09-2009 - 3:10am

HI I'M A 19 YEAR OLD MOTHER AND YES A SINGLE MOTHER AT THAT I HAVE A LIL GIRL THAT WELL BE 2 IN JAN. SHE IS EVERYTHING 2 ME I LOVE HER SO MUCH. HER FATHER HAS REALLY NEVER BEEN IN HER LIFE. ABOUT MONTHS AGO I HAD STARTED DATING THIS GUY EVERYTHING WAS GOOD I HAD 2 JOBS AT THE TIME SO I REALLY DIDN'T SEE HIM THAT MUCH.WHEN I WASN'T WORKING I WAS WITH MY DAUGHTER OR HIM WHEN HE DIDN'T HAVE WORK. MORE AND MORE TIME WASN'T HELPING US AND I STARTED HEAR THINGS AND SEE HIM WITH OTHER GIRLS AT HIS JOB.SO I HAD LEFT IT A LAWN AND FUNNY 2 SAY BUT HE STARTED CALLING ME TRY 2 SEE ME AND SPEND TIME. 1 NIGHT 1 OF MY FRIENDS AND I WENT OUT WITH HIM EVERYTHING WAS OK HE WASN'T ACTIN LIKE HIM BUT I KNOW IT WAS BECUZ SHE WAS THERE.LATER ON THAT NIGHT SHE WENT HOME AND SAD 2 SAY THINGS I DIDN'T WANT 2 HAPPEN HAPPENED I CHANGED MY NUMBER MOVED EVERYTHING I COULD THINK OF DO I DID BUT THEN I HAD STARTED HAVING PAINS. THE ER TOLD ME I WAS 8WEEKS PREGNANT I STARTED 2 CRY I DONT BELIVE IN ABASHING AND 2 KNOW MY BLOOD IS LIVING WITH SOME OTHER FAMILY I WOULD GO CRAZY SO HERE I AM NOT HAPPY BUT DOING WHAT I HAVE 2 FOR MY BABY NUMBER 2. ITS FUNNY I HAVEN'T EVEN TOLD THAT MANY PEOPLE I TOLD 1 OF MY FRIENDS MY MOTHER 2 CUZ AND THAT IT...I AM ABOUT 3 1/2

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Registered: 11-23-2009
Thu, 12-10-2009 - 12:24pm
i dont know how you feel but i can say that you should go to the doctor because something could be wrong. there are pregnancy hotlines and free clinics you can go to. i highly recommend this for you and the baby's safety. im very proud that you are standing strong and doing what you have to to be a great mom. trust that you are NOT the only one feeling this way

 

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Registered: 12-09-2009
Sat, 12-12-2009 - 1:04am
THANK U I KNOW I SHOULD GO SOON