2 BFPs! Yay!

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Registered: 06-29-2003
2 BFPs! Yay!
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Sun, 09-14-2003 - 11:11am
Well, I took a test yesterday and today, and there was definetely two lines on both of them. Some of you may not remember me, but, I was pretty active on this board in June when I got pregnant last. But, the lines on my tests just got fainter and fainter. I talked to my doctor and they said that I had miscarried. I was so sad, and depressed, I just gave up ever having another baby. I quit writing here because I felt everyone elses heartache along with my own. My husband and I decided that there was something wrong with us, and began making future plans to make ourselves feel better. You know, if we dont have another baby, then we can buy flashy cars, and go on vacations. But, that made me even sadder. It seemed like everyone in town was pregnant, and everyone with a baby were those people that never wanted one, and honestly it seemed so unfair!!!

Well, this month, I've been having to nap everyday, my nipples couldn't even rub against my shirt it felt so bad, and I've been gasier than a 60 year old man at a Pizza Place (sorry.) I was too scared to test. I had put all these superstitions on testing. I felt that if I went out and bought a test, then AF would come, albeight late. That if it was positive, then, I would lose it again. If I told my husband, then I would jinx us, and it wouldn't happen.

Wouldn't it just figure that it would come when I had given up hope that it would? Thankyou everyone for your support and understanding my craziness.
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Registered: 07-16-2003
In reply to: alvickrey
Sun, 09-14-2003 - 11:45am
Congratulations and H&H 9 months. That is exactly what happened when ttc#1, we said that would be our last month trying for a while, I was becoming emotionally drained after trying for almost 3 years and 6 or 7 months of fertility. It is hard seeing everyone around you be pg and mostly the ones who didn't care. You tend to notice things like that more when your trying. I knew 2 people who had an abortion while we where trying and that was very hard on me. They say it happens when you least expect it. My DS son we wanted(our 2nd), but he was a bit of a surprise, because after trying for so long for dd, he came right away. LOL. Best of Luck to you and keep us updated over the months and send some baby dust. I'll send all the sticky vibes I can.

Jen

ttc#3 cd21 c3

Jen

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