2 BFPs! Yay!
Find a Conversation
2 BFPs! Yay!
| Sun, 09-14-2003 - 11:11am |
Well, I took a test yesterday and today, and there was definetely two lines on both of them. Some of you may not remember me, but, I was pretty active on this board in June when I got pregnant last. But, the lines on my tests just got fainter and fainter. I talked to my doctor and they said that I had miscarried. I was so sad, and depressed, I just gave up ever having another baby. I quit writing here because I felt everyone elses heartache along with my own. My husband and I decided that there was something wrong with us, and began making future plans to make ourselves feel better. You know, if we dont have another baby, then we can buy flashy cars, and go on vacations. But, that made me even sadder. It seemed like everyone in town was pregnant, and everyone with a baby were those people that never wanted one, and honestly it seemed so unfair!!!
Well, this month, I've been having to nap everyday, my nipples couldn't even rub against my shirt it felt so bad, and I've been gasier than a 60 year old man at a Pizza Place (sorry.) I was too scared to test. I had put all these superstitions on testing. I felt that if I went out and bought a test, then AF would come, albeight late. That if it was positive, then, I would lose it again. If I told my husband, then I would jinx us, and it wouldn't happen.
Wouldn't it just figure that it would come when I had given up hope that it would? Thankyou everyone for your support and understanding my craziness.
Well, this month, I've been having to nap everyday, my nipples couldn't even rub against my shirt it felt so bad, and I've been gasier than a 60 year old man at a Pizza Place (sorry.) I was too scared to test. I had put all these superstitions on testing. I felt that if I went out and bought a test, then AF would come, albeight late. That if it was positive, then, I would lose it again. If I told my husband, then I would jinx us, and it wouldn't happen.
Wouldn't it just figure that it would come when I had given up hope that it would? Thankyou everyone for your support and understanding my craziness.

Jen
ttc#3 cd21 c3
Jen
Proud Mommy to