i don't want to get my hopes up..
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| Sun, 11-12-2006 - 1:28am |
but here i am again haha. Ok so i'm not even gonna say i was on bcp this month cuz i think i maybe took 3 of them on the correct days so i figure that pretty much voids out any protection...I forgot to take the first pill and then forgot almost a whole week the next week and then this week i missed 3 so like i said i don't think they did much this month.
DH and I BD at least 2-3 times a week all month and I honestly thought nothing of it until now.
For the past week or so my breasts have been super sore like even my shirt touching up against them hurts, especially my nipples, my breasts don't hurt unless they are touched. They also seem a tad bigger, they've been spilling out the top of my bra a little bit. I've been super hungry and very gassy (tmi). I've had heartburn like 5 times in the past week or so. I've been tired and my CM is very watery even though i'm about 4 days away from AF. Starting about 2 days ago I started having cramps like AF was gonna come early and I thought it could have been from missing my pills so i just ignored it. But its consitant and i keep thinking I started AF cuz my underware is wet (from CM) and i have cramps but i go and check and nope. Also I've been peeing at least 7 or 8 times a day when I usually only have to go like 2-3 times. Also I've been eating peanuts and cottage cheese *not together* like crazy and i don't even like them that much. I'm addicted to honey roasted peanuts and PB&J and PB usually makes me gag.
Now i didn't even think i could be pg until last night when I had a dream that I took a hpt and it came out +. Now i'm starting to wonder and i know i will be disappointed when i get a BFN or AF comes right on time but considering i didn't take my pills basically at all *stupid me* and my breasts are really tender, which never happens b4 AF and hasn't ever happened before i'm starting to wonder.
The thing I am wondering about though is since I didn't take my pills right and we BD more than a few times I have no idea when/if we concieved and how far along i could be. I know that missing pills can cause you to ovulate so i could have ovulated earlier than the normal time. If I ovulated normal time then i would have ovulated 11-3 and that would only make me a week and two days along which wouldn't explain the symtoms since the embryo prolly hasn't even implanted yet. So if I am pg I had to have ovulated at least a week before that and then my symptoms would correspond with how far along I am.
I'm just confused and starting to get my hopes up and I don't really want to take a HPT cuz I know its gonna be negative and i'll be sad plus I don't want to waste the money on them since i will obsessively test until AF comes (haha). I just want to know if you guys think theres a good possibility that this month i could actually be pg or if i'm just imagining things and getting my hopes up?
ps i know i'm stupid ;-)





Hello again!
You probably already know what I am going to say. It really sounds like you are. Exspecially with the dream. :)
Do you have a Dollar store by you? If you do get your tests there. They are very reliable and you can also satisfy an addiction! LOL! My + came at 10 DPO on one so I knew pretty earliy.
I hope you get it, I am pulling for you really hard this time. Please keep me updated!
Katie
Katie
Angela - CL Sept 2012 Apple Blossoms - Wife to Andy, Mom to Lily (4), Aiden (1), and Braelynn born 7.27.12
ok so i gave in cuz i really wanted a fish sandwich and the dollar tree is right next to long john silvers so i went in and bought 3 tests. I took one when i got home BFN but i had just peed like 1-2 hrs before hand so i'm gonna take another one tomarrow when i get up if thats negative also then i'm prolly not pg and this is all prolly from messing my pills up.
*fingers crossed*
Angela - CL Sept 2012 Apple Blossoms - Wife to Andy, Mom to Lily (4), Aiden (1), and Braelynn born 7.27.12