I just want to cry

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I just want to cry
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Sun, 09-21-2003 - 11:18am
I dont know whats going on anymore..AF is due today..Nothing yet..My cervix is still very high..My bb's are killing me..Wish she would just come and get it over with and stop playing these games with me.. And my chart..I dont know what to say..The last few temps are fluctuating..I took another HPT this AM and it was NEG..I used a FRE so pretty much i know i'm not preggo..I'm so depressed i dont want to do anything anymore..I dont want to go back to work this week..I just want to lay in bed and cry....

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Cara

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Registered: 09-17-2003
Sun, 09-21-2003 - 11:43am
I'm so sorry Cara...

you don't have to completly give up hope... there is always next month... try again!!!

Hugs...

~Natalie

P.S~ Have you gone to the doctor?!?! Who knows maybe your "Zygote" is hiding from you...

Don't give up until you've had blood work!
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Registered: 04-11-2003
Sun, 09-21-2003 - 11:50am
Oh Cara, I'm sorry. I hope that you will feel "better" soon. Go ahead and cry it out. A good cry always seems to help get the heart all cleaned out.

Will be keeping you in my thoughts,

Kris

Best wishes,

Kris with Eliza (4), Adam (3) and Alex born 4/15 (edd 4/22)  

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Registered: 09-17-2003
Sun, 09-21-2003 - 11:55am
I'm so sorry that you feel so terrible... I, too, thought this was it... I even had a super super faint test yesterday, and this morning, a total negative and my bb/s feel better today. I even felt prego up til today... I think it may have been a chemical pregnancy... it didn't stick...

I'm so sorry, next month is another month for both of us... keep your head up and baby dust to us!!!
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Registered: 07-23-2003
Sun, 09-21-2003 - 12:13pm
Cara,

Don't give up hope yet. Your chart is still looking good. You are still WAY above your coverline. Sometimes it just takes longer for the hcg to get high enough to be detected. It's only 15 dpo! Try the test in a few days if af doesn't come. I know how frustrated you are. (Thanks for your support in my little meltdown last night!) Maybe we should start a frustrated-with-the-whole-process board!

I hope everything still works out for you.

Kate

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Registered: 04-24-2003
Sun, 09-21-2003 - 4:30pm
I am with you Cara.... We BD on all the right days... Af is due the 23rd... Boobs are killing me, cervix is high and closed and last night after we BD, I had pink streaking in CM. 2 BFN today.... I will hope for you though that you will get that BFP and maybe its a BFN because implantation happened so late!

Good Luck, okay!

Jackie

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Registered: 04-23-2003
Sun, 09-21-2003 - 6:13pm
I don't know if this is good news for you, or not, but it looks to me like your O date couldn't possibly be right. I'm not sure why FF gave you an O date of the 9th. You didn't get your sustained temp rise until the 13th/14th. That means you're only really 11dpo and that is still early to be testing, even with FRER. Is this your first month charting? Do you know if you usually O that early? There is still lots of hope, so don't give up until AF shows!

Melissa