I think i am going crazy

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Registered: 09-08-2003
I think i am going crazy
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Thu, 10-02-2003 - 12:00pm
One minute I swear up and down i am pregnant the next i think there is no way i woould ever be lucky enough to be blessed twice! I have no symptoms yet my Af is due oct 10thI think i O'd on the 24th of sept, I do have to pee a lot and get cramps sometimes like crazy, and the ocasional aching boobs, yesterday at work I had a gush of CM coming out of me (sorry TMI)and that happened a coule times but i have chalked that up to all being in my head, I dont want to be disappointed like last month (i was 4 days late got a neg hpt the bam af came aknocking)

Who Am I thinking I could be special enough to have two little miricles!Ugh am i crazy??

Thanks for the vent

iVillage Member
Registered: 08-10-2003
Thu, 10-02-2003 - 12:16pm
your time will come....but like yu said they are precious miracles. So they just take time to come to us. When the time is right, your special #2 will come its way to you. Good Luck! (((HUGS)))
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Registered: 09-08-2003
Thu, 10-02-2003 - 12:20pm
I for got to mention that my Temper has been really short lately everything is p*ssing me off which is why i dont think I am preggers thinking that it is a sign of AF but i have never been this moody before with AF, but then i have a night of sleep where i had three really vivid dreams one where i was at my child hoood friends house with her and she had bought the house, and everything was just as I remembered it, another where i had twin a girl and a boy and i was breast fedding the girl and she fell asleep then disappeared then i was Breastfeeding the boy and he wouldnt latch on then i woke up the third i ran into an old BF andthat one was weird and complicatied to explain but yeah see its things like this that get me all confused!
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Registered: 04-22-2003
Thu, 10-02-2003 - 1:54pm
OH halo... I feel your pain, girl! I am ancy and easily annoyed, as well! But, unfortunatley, I have to say that I was like that when I was pg. last time, as well as when AF is about to come knocking. I am sure you "deserve" another miracle. Just like I know I "deserve" the first one! It's very humbling to realize that it is not in our control! I don't like it one bit!! But maybe it will make it all the more special when and if it ever does happen.

take deep breaths and keep posting. i'm checking the board constantly to make sure that I'm not crazy!!
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Registered: 09-29-2003
Thu, 10-02-2003 - 1:56pm
i dont think u r crazy, cause im in the same boat, af due 10/10 and have had some minor sypmtoms,