I think I've lost my mind...lol

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I think I've lost my mind...lol
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Fri, 10-06-2006 - 4:03pm

Hello Ladies,

I need a lttle input here, my boyfriend and I have been trying to get pregnant for only a few weeks...I'm pretty sure we bd'd on the right days...(we were not totally serious about timing yet). Well I feel pregnant, I'm super tired, peeing a lot and a little crabby and emotional. I do have some other symptoms that are a bit too graphic to share...lol The thing is I've already tested 2 times (both negative) One was yesterday. AF isn't due til today tho...I couldn't resist testing...lol. But since this will be baby # 4...and I've usually tested positive early...oh I don't know...I'm just super excited about the idea of having this baby!!!!!!!!

I guess I'm just looking for someone to tell me what I already know...that yes, it's possible, and yes, i'll just have to wait...lol.

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Fri, 10-06-2006 - 7:12pm
That's exactly what I keep trying to tell myself, too--AF also due tomorrow, have taken five tests total (so far), all BFN. With my son, I tested positive early, too, so am really discouraged by the negatives. I guess that's just the only answer we have is to wait. I have a few symptoms that could be either one, but have had sore BBs since beginning of last week, which is very unusual for me pre-menstrual, but not nearly as sore as when I got pg with my son. I got so excited today when I smelled a cardboard box when I passed by it...thought maybe my sense of smell was starting to heighten. I think it's actually that I'm getting over my cold completely though...LOL Every smell I smell, every little soreness in my BBs, every time I've bawled yesterday and today gets my hopes up, but I just know I won't be one of those lucky ones who just tests positive late. My body just really sticks to the most average thing it can do usually. I sure hope you are pg--symptoms sure sound hopeful!! Keep us posted!!
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Sat, 10-07-2006 - 10:49am

HMMMM.....well I'm officially one day late, and I tested this morning....NEGATIVE! So now I'm discouraged for sure. I'm not testing anymore. How long did it take for some of you ladies to test positive? For me that just seems like i'm probs not pregnant. :-(

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Sat, 10-07-2006 - 11:49am
I know you already know that there's still hope, but sometimes it makes you feel less crazy to have someone else say it. AF is due today for me, and I just know she's coming. Every time I go to the bathroom is going to be a trial. I have just read so many posts on here from women who haven't tested positive until so long after their AF is due that you just can't get too down until you actually see AF. Whenever I'm in doubt, I search them all out again. Baby dust to you and I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you.
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Sat, 10-07-2006 - 11:10pm


Thanks leslie...

I am so b**chy too...:-( I've been super emotional today, and still no show, now I don't even feel like AF is coming at all. But because of the test this AM I'm confused...How long do these women wait before going insane??? Lol. She was s'posed to show yesterday.
My boyfriend keeps touching my tummy, hoping...He's working tonight, he's already texted me twice to see if she came yet. (so cute). I'm definitely going between having preg symptoms to having AF symptoms to having no symptoms...Arrghhhh.

She's s'posed to come today for you? Well I hope not girl!!! I'm thinkin bout you. Baby Dust to you!!

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Sun, 10-08-2006 - 2:23am

Maybe we are all insane, this is just sort of a controlled way of doing it! LOL Today I have resorted to trying to feel my cervix to see if that would have any indication, since I just realized this morning that my last cycle was 29 days long, so who knows, maybe tomorrow AF will come for me, but nothing today. How bout you? So far, so good? I'm going to try to hang on to the last test I have left until I see if AF comes in the next couple of days. I have a feeling she's right around the corner though. Let me know how your test comes out on Sunday. Of course, I'm just assuming you're testing again, but that's just cuz I would if I didn't feel so certain I'm not. I'm wishing all my baby dust on you and will start charting now--I haven't since I used it to get pregnant with my son, and I just stopped nursing him in August, so he's sleeping through the night now and will make it easier.

I'm pinning all my hope on you now and hope you'll be checking out the expecting board in the next few days!!!

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Sun, 10-08-2006 - 7:02pm


Hi Leslie...

Today she is still a no show???? I also tested today..again negative? Anyway I'm just playing the waiting game.

Gotta go make supper for 3 crazy kids.

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Sun, 10-08-2006 - 8:15pm

AAAAAAAHHHH!!! How frustrating!! No AF for me yet either. I just averaged my cycle length for the year and my average is 30 days, anywhere from 27 to 35 and this is day 30 for me. I used to be so regular at 28, but since my m/c in December, more of a mystery.

We just got back from a birthday party for 2 four year olds, so my 2 yo is crashed and need to wake him up soon so he'll go to bed at a decent hour tonight. If AF hasn't come by morning, I'll try testing again, though that'll probably just cause it to start. LOL I have two tests left. Good luck to you!

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Wed, 10-11-2006 - 10:09pm


Hi Leslie...

Well she showed...yesterday. I'm ok, but now BF is reconsidering whether now is a good time or not??? Maybe me to a little. How are you? Hope you are well.

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Wed, 10-11-2006 - 11:01pm
Yeah, AF came for me on Monday. :( I'm disappointed, but I guess all I can do is try again. The only problem with trying to decide when the right time is, is that there's never really any good time, it seems. When it happens, it seems like all of a sudden it's a good time. Of course, then I even wondered once in awhile with my DS if we had done the right thing. LOL Now of course, I'm glad I have him. Now I think I'm crazy for wanting two, especially when we're in my son's pre-3 class and see one person there struggling. But then again, there's a mom there with triplets and she has no problem at all! Anyway, let me know if we're both waiting to ovulate or you think you're gonna wait--we can be "waiting buddies" LOL I started charting again, something I haven't done since I did it to get pg with DS. I went back to FertilityFriend and I can't believe they still had all my old charts from 2002/2003. Do you chart? Ah well, off to take my iron pills since this is taking so much out of me. Hope you're faring better!! Good luck!
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Thu, 10-26-2006 - 11:57am

Hi Leslie,

Well I'm on 2 weeks waiting again...lol. AF's due on the 5th. I've been so crazy busy I haven't been able to be here in a while...but I'm back. BF and I talked a lot since last time about babies and the "right" time. You're right, when is the right time? I guess if we sat around and waited for the right time all the time, then it would never come!!! I think I'm crazy this will be # 4!!!!

I hope you're doing well... let we me know where you're at with waiting and everything...it'll be good to hear from you.

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