I want to CRY! Please read!!!!

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I want to CRY! Please read!!!!
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Tue, 08-05-2003 - 8:13am
Okay, night before last and yesterday afternoon, dh and I had sex. Yesterday evening, after I went to the RR, I noticed VERY light pink on the toilet paper. It was baby pink, not red tinged or brown. I am known to spot before AF, but its always dark. I also had the big "O" (sorry TMI maybe, but keep reading lol) and when I was pregnant with Dylan, when I had an orgasm, I always spotted.....I don't remember how soon I did that tho. If it's AF coming, how do you explain the obvious physical changes I am having? My BB's are somewhat sore (tingly) and my aerola is noticeably wider, nipples are darker, veins, and Montgomery's tubalures (sp). Is my body just being cruel or what?! I know I am not hallucinating the changes. The other symptoms (peeing, fatigue (just recently), pelvic twinges, stuffy nose, and moodiness) can be rationlized to an extent, but the physically obvious has no explaination. So you can see why I just KNEW I was preggo. This is number 4 (not that that makes me a pro or anything) and you would think I wouldn't be so obsessed. My question is, do you think its AF coming or my cervix just being affected by sex? Its too late for IB isnt it? I never had IB with the other 3. Im just feeling so crushed and confused. Today is 11dpo. PLEASE write me back with some opinions. I really need you ladies :( TIA Oh and I also had the pink/peach tinged discharge this morning, but not alot.

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Tue, 08-05-2003 - 8:32am
Just went to the RR to "Check".......its still pink but had some red tiny clots. I am never early...EVER. Im not due til the 8th.....Im only on CD25. I have been on a 28 day cycle for a LONG time :( Could this be a miscarriage??? Do I count this as CD1? I mean, its not "pouring" i can just feel it coming. I want to go in a HOLE!!! ACK! Help me!!!! Sorry this was so graphic :(
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Registered: 07-31-2003
Tue, 08-05-2003 - 8:32am
Maybe it is just IB. You're testing Thursday? From all the signs, it may just be IB! I test on Thursday, so I'm right there with you. I wouldn't worry. Any signs of AF at all? Let me know I'm routing for ya!

Kelly
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Tue, 08-05-2003 - 8:34am
Sweety, I feel for you, I think your going to be fine, do you have any pain in you abdomen?
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Tue, 08-05-2003 - 8:34am
oh i'm so sorry you are going through this....so many times i thought i was pregnant and wasn't b/c of the obvious symptoms. Listen i totally understand what you are going through, not knowing is tough, but listen, i only started to get a faint pos at 11dpo, so maybe test today i used accuclear and got a very dark pink, it's darker than the clear blue early test. I hope that's not af making her way and it's inplantation, i had a glob of yellow/white cm with a pink strand of blood in it at 10dpo so maybe maybe its the same for you......big hugs to you, and keep us updated

carolyn "was incognito this week as carly"

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Tue, 08-05-2003 - 8:37am
thepatientone:

Thank you sweetie. Im a little crampy, but have been off and on for about a week. My back is hurting more this morning. I am so upset....:( I just know AF is coming, or this "unknown" pregnancy is over before it got started. :''(
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Tue, 08-05-2003 - 8:41am
Thank you Carolyn. I pray its not AF, but I think it is. I feel like such an idiot to let myself get so excited so soon. It just hurts, ya know? If it is AF, I just wish she would hurry up!!! If I only spot like this all day, I will test in the morning with a FRE. Thank you ALL so much......I really appreciate you taking the time to support me. GOD knows I need it :) BIG HUGS!
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Tue, 08-05-2003 - 8:41am
I know exactly how you feel, AF is due on Thursday, took an HPT this morning BFN! AAAAHHH I think if you were having an M/C, you'd have alot of pain. I'm still thinking it's just IB. I really hope you don't get "the visit". Keep me informed.

Kelly
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Tue, 08-05-2003 - 8:44am
All my prayers are with you thepatientone....really. I took a hpt yesterday and got a BFN, and now all this. I guess it wasn't my month. Still can't explain my BB changes...maybe horomones. On top of all this, if it IS AF, my cycles are messed up because I am only on CD25. AAAACCCKKK! The joys of being a woman....*sigh*

SENDING BFP your WAY!

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Tue, 08-05-2003 - 8:51am
Thank you, I feel after 5 months I can call myself patient, of which I usually am not. I am starting to get discouraged. this is TTC #1, my DH already has a child from a previous marriage, so it's not as tramatic for him, and he is a guy.Please let me know if there are any changes. And a BFP to you as well.

Kelly
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Tue, 08-05-2003 - 9:31am
Scshoobie:

I'm sending prayers and ++++ vibes your way, sounds like it could be IB, so just hang onto that. Don't give up yet!! I've got a lot of the same symptoms as you, sore BB's and Montgomery Tub and tested yesterday and this morning with a BFN, but no AF yet so I'm still hanging onto the fact that my hcg's just aren't high enough yet. Write back when you can and update us on how things are going.

Rhonda

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