If I could just go back to that night!!
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If I could just go back to that night!!
| Wed, 01-31-2007 - 4:56pm |
Background on me...37, soon to be 38; two girls 3 and 1; married; work PT two nights a week; DH has vasectomy scheduled in Feb; didn't want anymore kids. DH has never "lost control" before, till 6 nights ago, that is...how stupid could we be?! I'm just angry that we didn't take precautions. It is a very, very strong possibility I am...I have cycles like clockwork, charted both my previous pregnancies and knew down to the day they were probably conceived, and we conceived on the first tries for both girls. We were on the worst possible day for me for this to happen. The humorous part of all this is that after it happened I ran to the bathroom and tried to pee so hard I thought my uterus was going to fall out...then I just sat on the toilet for about 20 minutes hoping against hope that if any little swimmers made it up there, gravity would just take over and pop them right back down (sorry for TMI). I know that if we are we are and it's done...but when you have made up your mind you are really done and then something like this happens because of a brainfart, it makes you realize you really can't control everything you thought you could. I'm just anxious because of my age and the risks of advanced maternal age. Thanks for letting me vent. To be continued....

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