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| Fri, 01-19-2007 - 12:26am |
I used to be really good about marking my last menstration on a calander. I really was. Then I lost my job and started working part time and I didn't have a desk, so I didn't look at a calander, so I didn't mark it down. Still, I can usually remember something happening about the time I start, or during, that I can pinpoint if I'm late or not.
Only, I can't. I'm either a week late, or a week early. I've been emotional and my breasts are sore, but that could be a sign of "that time of the month." Today, I noticed dark brown spotting. Just a little.
I'm not trying to get pregnant, but if I was, I wouldn't be upset. My boyfriend would be upset. We aren't trying to have kids, aren't really ready. But every month I hold my breath as my period approched, maybe I will be. I get excited, and then let down when I start.
I haven't been this excited in a long time. I can't remember the last time I was late. I have't taken an at home test because I don't want to find out I'm not and be heart broken again. I don't really have anyone to talk to about this.
Maybe I am....

Katie
Katie