Previous Lurker Who's Goin Insane!!!
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| Wed, 02-07-2007 - 3:41pm |
Hi Ladies.........I've been lurking, and I just CAN'T keep quiet anymore about my situation. So, thanx for reading in advance :)
I'm still waiting on AF, who was due to arrive on the 17th of last month. As well as waiting for AF, I'm also waiting for a BFP........I guess I'm just stuck between a rock and a hard place. I've taken EVERY test known to man, and each and every one of then is BFN.....with the exception of the occasional "is that a line or isn't" game that I INSIST on playing with myself! lol I haven't had any of my typical PMS symptoms yet.......no bloating, severe cramping etc. NADDA. Instead they've been replaced by being thirsty 24/7, lighter/higher cramping that even goes over to my hip bones, and my hips feel like they've been bruised from the inside! CM ranges from watery one minute to very lotiony the next (sorry if TMI ladies), and that's never happened before. So, long story short, I'm just stuck in Limbo, awaiting for my fate to arrive. I don't currently have insurance, and the PP around me won't do a blood test until you POAS in the office and it lights up! lol So, I just wanted to vent, knowing that there's got to be SOMEONE that's gone through the same thing. So, would you just consider me out then, since I can't get a + test? I'm regular, only 2 or 3 day differences every now and then.....so I guess I'm just waitn for AF. The hardest part is my SO says he just KNOWS I'm pg (we've been tryin), and he even rubs my belly when he comes home and asks "so, how are my girls?". I try to tell him that I'm not (cuz of the BFNs), but he says he just feels it in his heart.
Sorry so long girls, just so many emotions all at once. I guess I'm just having one of those cycles that some women get where they skip a month. **shruggs shoulders** Thanx again for your time :)

Oh btw, forgot to say that FF gave me an O date of Jan 5th...........so I think a BFP woulda' been here by now.
Thanx again :) Baby Dust to All of Ya's :)
Goodluck on the possible pregnancy! Have you tried any of the clear blue digital tests yet? They were great for me this time last year! i highly recommend them :)