Refusing to Test out of Fear!

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Registered: 11-07-2006
Refusing to Test out of Fear!
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Tue, 11-07-2006 - 5:08pm

Okay, so I actually refuse to test because I am afraid it will be negative. I have gotten so many negative tests in my womanhood that it is fear avoidance. I keep thinking that maybe one more day and I will feel more symptoms than I do today. I have heartburn, cramping, and creamy CM. What is with the creamy CM? Any clue?

Maybe tomorrow I will test...

Brenda

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Registered: 04-22-2005
Tue, 11-07-2006 - 5:25pm

You have great willpower I don't want a BFN either but I can't stop wanting to test.

 

 

  

 

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Registered: 08-02-2006
Tue, 11-07-2006 - 5:58pm

Ugh!!! I broke down and tested tonight... man, I really need to learn to have better willpower! Hahaha...and of COURSE it was a BFN!! I'm only 3DPO!! :) Ah well,

~Robin

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Tue, 11-07-2006 - 7:15pm

Oh my goodness! 3 dpo is way tOo early! If I didn't think it would alter the effectiveness, I would tell you to put your tests in some water in the freezer for at least 7 more days!
Hang in there. I may test in the morning at 11 dpo or so. I may chicken out though.

Good luck.
BrendA

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Wed, 11-08-2006 - 7:38am

Hahaha... I know, I

~Robin

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Registered: 11-03-2006
Wed, 11-08-2006 - 9:43am
I agree. I am so tired of seeing a negative! But I am also not going to test out of fear of a positive. My period is due tomorrow but I made a deal with myself last night that I would not test until Wednesday of next week. Reasons being is I am going on vacation this weekend and I don't want to be upset because of the negative result. And I figure if I am a week late then I will get that positive and I can start freaking out about that.
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Wed, 11-08-2006 - 10:59am
Wow, waiting til you are a week late. That takes a ton of will power. I tested this morning at 12 days since my hubby and I had sex. Of course, BFN. The ivillage calendar even says I could be 5 weeks by now, does that seem right. My lmp was 10/11. Robin, hold on tight!
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Wed, 11-08-2006 - 11:15am

I agree....waiting till your a week late! That takes super willpower!! :)


Luckily I got my 1 (foolish) testing out of the way, and I'm soooo swamped with work that it's helping me take my mind off testing!

~Robin

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Registered: 11-06-2006
Wed, 11-08-2006 - 11:18am

Hello,


I wish I had the fear of testing....I start testing too early and spend lots of money on HPTs only to get a BFN.


You have to keep us up dated....I better see a post from you next wed!! LOL


Have a nice vacation over the weekend!


GOOD LUCK!!!! I have my fingers crossed!


~Lisa

TTC to conceive #1 officially since 2001. Dh had Varicocele surgery 2005 and has low sperm count. Dh tried Clomid..it didnt really help, HSG in 1999 and 2005, Charting since Jan 2006, <

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Registered: 11-03-2006
Wed, 11-08-2006 - 11:46am
It's not willpower it is just me trying to talk myslef into not being so stupid. I just added up how much I have spent on HPT's over the last few years. Over $1152.00. My temp dropped today and I feel like I am going to vomit which means my period will be here tomorrow. I always get sick the day before it comes. I will feel better about saving that $$ on the tests that would have made me mad. Though I could run down to Planned Parenthood and get a free test....hmmm.....
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Registered: 11-06-2006
Wed, 11-08-2006 - 11:54am

Hello,


That sounds like the total so far I have spent too! Sorry to hear about your temp drop and you not feeling well


~Lisa

TTC to conceive #1 officially since 2001. Dh had Varicocele surgery 2005 and has low sperm count. Dh tried Clomid..it didnt really help, HSG in 1999 and 2005, Charting since Jan 2006, <

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