Somebody stop me!

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Registered: 04-22-2003
Somebody stop me!
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Tue, 10-07-2003 - 10:07am
Aaarrghh! If I go out and buy any more HPT's, knowing full well that I am probably going to get a visit from ol' AF in two days, I am going to be so mad at myself! How do you stop yourself from holding on to those little glimmers of hope that you get (for a BFP), even though reasoning says that this just can't be the month. This is the first month to be able to TTC after a partial mole pg. and subsequent m/c at 14 wks. Though we BD'd plenty during O week, it would be highly unlikely, I know. AND I have had no symptoms of pg at all. So I need to just let go of it! I swear, sometimes I don't know whether to laugh or cry at myself. Fortunately, so far, I mostly see the humor. Hope thatlasts.

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Registered: 04-15-2003
Tue, 10-07-2003 - 10:28am
Hi! Well, I'm 13 dpo and cheated today. Obviously got a HPT - :o(

I could've sworn I was pregnant!!! When will I learn!! I'm expecting AF in 2 or 3 days and tested with UK ClearBlue which should be 25 miu., so at least a faint line should've come out!! Damn!

I don't think cheating is such a bad thing. I decided to test because I usually need a "maybe" negative HPT, to prepare me for a "real" definite negative... it usually helps make it less painful. Especially since AF is suppose to be arriving on my Bday.

This was my 1st TTC after my EP in June. I'm so sick of all this... I just want a baby!!!!!

Sorry for venting but I'm real numb today.

Best of luck on your HPT!!!!!!!!!!! I'll cross my fingers for you.

hugs

debs


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Registered: 04-22-2003
Tue, 10-07-2003 - 10:41am
Thanks, Debs, for the good wishes. I do feel your pain! I think especially because we both had to go through getting our hopes up this past year and awful procedures to end it all... we really are wanting those BFP's! I know that EVERYONE deserves them!

I'll send lots of hopes your way!

alex
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Tue, 10-07-2003 - 10:53am
I'm sorry to hear you've gone thru a pretty bad year too.

LEts hope to turna new page after our Bdays! Yep, your Bday is Oct. 11!! Mine is Oct. 10!

I bet we both want the same Bday present :o).

Again, best of luck!

debs
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Registered: 04-22-2003
Tue, 10-07-2003 - 11:11am
Actually, I am taking comprehensive exams for a master's degree on my birthday. So I don't know what to wish for! I think just having them over will be a huge wish come true!

Happy birthday week, though!!
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