Thansgiving's Gone, Time to Obsess!!

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Thansgiving's Gone, Time to Obsess!!
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Tue, 11-28-2006 - 12:29pm

Hello again everyone! Hope all of you had a great holiday, (besides the family bringin up embarassing stories from your childhood, or arguing over what your child will look like, or just wanting to kill one another!!) :) But, alas, like the title says, it's time to get back on track with my obsessing. ;)

Today is day 8 without Ms AF.........not that I'm complaining, but I took an HPT on late day 3 with FMU and got a just-so-wonderful BFN. Needless to say, I'm still obsessing on whether or not to test again, or to wait a lil while longer. I don't want to test again, because my common sense tells me I'm most likely not, and that this gamit of symptoms that I'm having are all because I want a baby so bad!! GGRR lol I haven't lost hope, but I'm not just gonna hand them away to Mr. Disappointment on a silver platter, ya know? **sighs** I'm runnin out of ideas lol, and I'm just frustrated and unsure of the next step. I know I should get a blood test, but I have to wait another 2 months to get my insurance.........so, I guess I'm just graspin at straws, and hoping to pick some of your brains for ideas :)

Let me know what you think, and let me know that obsessing is really in the air, and that I'm not the only koo-koo one ;) hehe

Huggs, and Baby Dust
Nikki

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Thu, 11-30-2006 - 4:36pm

I got lucky I sorted all of the laundry and didn't realize that since DH switched work uniforms I actually got lucky and only have 3 loads to do for the week (of clothes, I already did towels, and will do sheets this weekend) I am doing 2 loads right now and have 1 set aside for when DH comes home so I can take off his pants to wash them.

                 

               

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Thu, 11-30-2006 - 5:07pm

Glad you lucked out on the laundry pile! lol I, unfortunately, am not so lucky.......I have 6 loads to do, plus put away the 2 that I already washed, dried and folded. (I was hoping for the "put away the clothes" fairy to come last night, but he must have been running late, cuz I woke up to the same two laundry baskets of clothes with my name all over em! lol (it's official folks, she's lost it! Baby on the brain!)

I didn't tell my SO that I might be pregnant because, well, we both want it ssoo much that I don't want to make him believe it if it's not true I guess. He knows my cycles better than I do, and so he knows how late I am. It's just that neither one of us really talks about it because of all the BFN's in the past I suppose. I just know that SOMETHING'S different with me this month, and it's driving me crazy to not really know for sure. I've never felt like this before, and that leads me to think of 2 lines ;) but then, I hate when I do that......especially being over a week late for AF! I mean, my window of opportunity is growing smaller and smaller by the day......and then to get that test today and not know what it means. I don't know. In my heart I know that if I were pregnant this month that A)I woulda' had my BFP already and B) when I did, it wouldn't be faint, it would be really dark (being as late as I am). **shruggs shoulders**

I haven't taken vitamins since I was a kid to tell you the truth...(Flinstone kid!) lol I know that I should, even just for my own health as well as when I do conceive. It's one of those things that I think about/remember, and then when I'm right there and can buy them I completely blank! lol Wish I could say it's placenta-brain! ;) Que-sera sera I suppose.

Magic Baby Dust All Around
Nikki

P.S. I think they should create an instant messenger for those out there like us! Back and forth ;) hehe

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Thu, 11-30-2006 - 5:22pm
I have yahoo messenger!

                 

               

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Thu, 11-30-2006 - 6:14pm
Yeah actually I do! lol it's the same as my name for here.........gizzmo20001@yahoo.com
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Thu, 11-30-2006 - 6:22pm
I just added you to my messenger and sent you a message.

                 

               

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