Cool, calm and collected - yeah, not me!
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|Sun, 08-05-2007 - 3:43pm|
All I can do is laugh at myself! Ha! I swore that I was going to be cool, calm and collected this time around with ttc but alas I've gone back to my old ways! I bought some cheapo tests at the dollar store on Friday (I knew I should've waited!) and here I am at only 8 DPO and I'm talking myself down from taking one already. Seriously, why would I take a test right now when I KNOW it's way too early? Because I have a POAS addiction apparently that I thought I had kicked! LOL! I bought two tests - 1 to take on Thursday when I'm 12 DPO and one for Tuesday when I'll be 10 DPO and still probably too early to test but think by then I'll have the shakes without being able to get my grubby hands on a pee stick!
I'm also already obsessing over every little ache, cramp, and tiny bout of naseau. And yes, of course the ever-so-popular toilet paper examination looking for implantation spotting - can that be yellow? LOL! I know, I'm losing my mind...slowly but surely! :)
Ok, just had to give myself a hard time because I'm smarter than this (usually!).