You're not crazy. I have wanted another child since the moment
Melissa, that's exactly how I feel!!!! DH and I aren't seriously discussing it right now. . . we have two teenagers (9th grade) with activities, one still in braces, child care expenses for June (I'd be a SAHM in a heartbeat, we just can't do it financially).
You know, initially I was excited about the thought of having another baby, but as time has gone by (Maisley's 6 months old now!) that desire has definitely faded.
Baby Dylan - still
ME, too! but I'm done :( that is good and bad at the same time!
No more pregnancies for me, can't do it and I had my tubes tied, so I'm really done.
Gosh, I have been OBSESSED with thinking about another baby and thought I was losing my mind. I really don't want another one anytime soon, it would have to be in a few years, but my husband and I have certainly been talking about it. We barely have the money for the two living kids we have, not to mention any more. So I don't know where we will be at in a few years from now, or what we will end up deciding. I sure don't enjoy being pregnant on many levels, but add the anxiety and worry of another stillbirth or other problems, complications, and if the baby is normal (I'm 35 now)......it seems like something crazy and something I don't want to do. But then I just look at Abigail who is 4 months old now, and how sweet and adorable she is, and then I want another baby so badly. I wonder if I'll ever feel "done". Maybe I won't. Maybe I"ll always have baby fever no matter what.
I know it's been a while since you posted this, but I had to share my input too, bc I'm kind of feeling the same way. I acutally had an oops with my birth control this month so I'm awaiting my period to start, any time this week. Something in my mind is telling me I'm pregnant but idk if it's b/c i really am, or b/c i secretly want to be. Tender boobs *normally doesn't happen at all, unless I'm pregnant*, extremely tired, kind of sicky feeling etc, But as we all know, all those can just be signs of an approaching period, as well as early pregnancy. This week is going to torment me as I await Friday to be here, to be officially late.
Anyways, just wanted to say you're not crazy at all. I do see that there are others out there who do feel the same way. Babies will come in their right time if they're supposed to :)
Ooooo, I'm on pins and needles for you!!!