Mixed emotions

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Registered: 09-29-2009
Mixed emotions
Wed, 12-08-2010 - 10:00pm

I was looking out the patio door at the snow with Noah today and sadness washed over me. Sadness that I never got to do that with Zach. Then I felt guilty for feeling sad because if I had Zach then I probably wouldn't have Noah and I just love Noah SO MUCH!

Do any of you ever have these moments? How do you cope? Do you find yourself feeling that way more during the holidays?

Zach was born 19 months ago today... maybe that explains the nostalgia?

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Thu, 12-09-2010 - 10:02am

I do that all the time too.

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Registered: 07-03-2009
Thu, 12-09-2010 - 3:48pm

It's tough when the emotions catch you off guard, I know.


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Registered: 08-21-2003
Mon, 12-13-2010 - 10:29am

I feel that way, too sometimes. Lily is fabulous, I love her to bits, and I feel that she was meant to be, but I have sadness that I will never know the other babies, especially Nicholas, who I felt I knew.

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