One Year Ago
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|Tue, 03-29-2011 - 8:30am|
Today is the one year anniversary of the delivery of my second stillborn daughter, Leah.
This time last year I was angry. Angry at God for taking another baby from us, angry at the doctors for not doing more, angry at myself...
It's been a long hard road with no answers. But this morning as I prayed for this baby I have hope. I imagined telling my kids that I was going to the hospital to have their baby brother (or sister) and that they could come after school to see us.
So while I miss my children and I think about how old my babies would be, I have to focus on what I do have and keep moving forward. And hopefully, this baby will be a BIG step in the process.