One Year Ago

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Registered: 05-06-2007
One Year Ago
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Tue, 03-29-2011 - 8:30am

Today is the one year anniversary of the delivery of my second stillborn daughter, Leah.

This time last year I was angry. Angry at God for taking another baby from us, angry at the doctors for not doing more, angry at myself...

It's been a long hard road with no answers. But this morning as I prayed for this baby I have hope. I imagined telling my kids that I was going to the hospital to have their baby brother (or sister) and that they could come after school to see us.

So while I miss my children and I think about how old my babies would be, I have to focus on what I do have and keep moving forward. And hopefully, this baby will be a BIG step in the process.

 

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Registered: 04-08-2003
In reply to: tineslk
Tue, 03-29-2011 - 5:43pm
((hugs)) to you today

Tammy
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Registered: 11-16-2007
In reply to: tineslk
Fri, 04-01-2011 - 9:11am

I just saw this!

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Registered: 04-21-2010
In reply to: tineslk
Sat, 04-02-2011 - 7:29pm

Hi,

 
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Registered: 05-06-2007
In reply to: tineslk
Sat, 04-02-2011 - 7:48pm
I'm so sorry for your loss. It is hard to believe it's been a year. We've been through so much since then it's hard to understand it all.

If you don't mind my asking, what happened to your son? How far along were you?

HUGS to you!

 

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Registered: 04-21-2010
In reply to: tineslk
Mon, 04-04-2011 - 4:50pm

I was 39 weeks and they feel as if I had a cord compression.

 
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