Overwhelmed, help needed
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|Wed, 04-29-2009 - 4:36pm|
I feel bad even posting about this because I know there are some of you with multiples who work full time and have everything perfectly organized but I am struggling here and wanted to see if you ladies had any insight/advice.
I will begin by describing my day today and yesterday. .
~Audrey slept in till 7am today. Woo hoo! (She has been getting up at 5:30) so we have music class at 10:30.
~15 minute drive.
~10 am, I am not dressed or showered, Ben in poopy diaper with PJs still on, cant find wallet. Audrey needs shoes and shirt.
~10:20 am, frig the wallet, will find later- give Audrey shoes to put on in car. Put my hair in clip, shirt from yesterday and apply mascara while driving. Change Bens diaper and put blanket on over his pjs so no one will notice.
~After music class need to go to Home Depot to pick out cabinet and Target for formula (They are 2 mins from where music class is).
~Oops cant find wallet, go all the way back home to look. Not there. Do I remember taking it in from the grocery store last night? Hmm, no.
~Call grocery store they have it! I left it there yesterday because I went food shopping while Audrey was in speech therapy yesterday (speech therapy is 1/2 hour from my house). I realized when I got home I forgot the bag with the cold cuts in it. $20 worth! Store too far away from home to go back, so I call store and ask if somehow I can go to store near me and they give me new cold cuts or refund. Sure no problem so 3 managers and an hour later I go to store near me, get cold cuts, forget wallet.
~Come home , its 6 pm no idea what to make for dinner.
I mean, things are like this every day. There is nothing new here. I am never organized, on time or functional in any rational manner. I could blame it on the second child but really I have always been like this. As I sit here the laundry is piled to knee-high on the floor of the laundry room, if you open any closet, things fall on you etc. My weight is out of control, I just feel like everything is out of control and I dont know where to begin to change or to make things better.