1st u/s....yikes!!

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Thu, 06-07-2012 - 11:21am

Well, I am 8 weeks today & a week further along, than last time (a little over 5 mos. ago).

And I have my 1st u/s TOMORROW!  I am a bit nervous, because last time I did a sono (5 mos. ago @11 weeks), there was no more hb (when I 'thought, all was fine, because saw a hb at 6.5 weeks).

Hubby is excited....I am scared & nervous.  I 'feel' pg...... I feel nauseous, tired, really sore boobies, bloated.  But, it is just scary!!  :smileyindifferent:

Please keep your fingers croseed for me or say prayers, that I breathe to get thru the appt. and all is well!!





Kiki (hit my magic age of 45 and no longer TTC),but mom to a beautiful teen DD & 2 angels in heaven & married to my best friend

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Re: 1st u/s....yikes!!
Sat, 06-09-2012 - 11:21pm

Kiki I am so very sorry for your loss. I will be thinking and praying for you, you always have such positive attitude in your posts and I'm sure it helped to lift everyone's spirits. Please let us know how your follow up appointment goes. 

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Sun, 06-10-2012 - 3:43pm

Oh Kiki,

I'm so very sorry to read this. I was hoping for good news. :smileysad: I really hope that since it's measuring on target, that maybe it was just too small to see the flicker. It is possible. I know you said that your symptoms are diminishing, but they can come and go a lot in the 1st tri. Mine did. 

I will keep you in my prayers for a miracle. Hang in there, sweetie. Waiting is torturous...I know. 

{{{{{HUGS}}}}}

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Sun, 06-10-2012 - 4:12pm

Thank you Dani! I was thinking of you, because I know you had a few losses, before you got pg. with your baby girl.

This news on Friday was just sooo devastating!!  And I was scared to go in to do the u/s, but I did have hope, that it was going to be good news & everything would be fine....so I was pretty shocked when my doctor couldn't find a hb!!  Especially, since I was having nausea, even that evening, after we did the u/s!! So I just didn't understand?! But, I haven't felt nauseous or tired, at all since we saw no hb.

Now, if I 'still' was feeling pregnant? I would still have a glimmer of hope, but there is no nausea, at all & no more signs of 'peeing for two'....and all this past week before the appt., I had every symptom you could think of.....so I am not expecting a miracle, I am even going to next u/s, by myself. I told hubby, there's no sense in him missing work.....I already know what the outcome will be. I am already treating this as a loss, I just feel, when you know, in your heart, you know.  :smileysad:

And thanks everyone else for the warm wishes, it means a lot to me!  :heart:

 

Kiki (hit my magic age of 45 and no longer TTC),but mom to a beautiful teen DD & 2 angels in heaven & married to my best friend

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Mon, 06-11-2012 - 12:41am

I understand the devastating feeling....too well. I also understand that "gut" feeling. I knew deep down that it wouldn't end well, but wanted to hope so bad. You know your body better than anyone else. I'm sooooo sorry. Know that I'm thinking about you and praying for your healing, both physical and emotional. Email me if you wanna talk some more, ok?

{{{{{hugs}}}}} sweetie