All I've been doing is crying all day (vent)...
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|Wed, 02-02-2011 - 5:19pm|
I know you're all probably sick of all my negativism, but I've just been so upset all day and need to vent so bad. I try to take my mind off of all this crap, but I can't. I feel like all I'm doing is waiting for my baby to die. I know that must just sound so awful to most of you, but I feel like I need to be realistic about this and not try to find hope where I don't think there is any.....barring a miracle, that is.
All my OB did yesterday was patronize me and tried sugar coating everything...saying stuff like, "well, the baby grew quite a bit from last week." Ok, if that's the case, why wasn't the baby measurable then? When I asked if he could measure, he tried to but then said, "What am I supposed to measure...there's really no crown to rump measurement here." Even with the ultrasound moving, you really couldn't see any discernable baby...just a faint blip of a HB.