it's crunch time!

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it's crunch time!
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Wed, 10-24-2012 - 4:03pm

we will see what happens with this pregnancy?!

We lost our 1st angel at 7 weeks, then 2nd angel at 8 weeks (all in last 10 months).  I am now 7 weeks and hopefully this one will make it! I have zero problem getting pregnant, in fact, I wasn't even trying, when I got pregnant this time.

So will God bless us this time or break our heart again? All I know is, this is the last time I will ever be pregnant.....so, hopefully, it will be good.  Cool

the next 2 weeks will give me an indication. fingers & toes crossed!

Kiki (hit my magic age of 45 and no longer TTC),but mom to a beautiful teen DD & 2 angels in heaven & married to my best friend

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Wed, 10-24-2012 - 5:37pm
how've you been feeling so far (aside from anxious!)? feeling any symptoms? i know it's hard to be hopeful, yet hard to keep from hoping, all at the same time! such a weird mix! praying for peace for you in this upcoming week as you get closer. hopefully you have good news coming your way in the form of a beautifully beating little heart!

Diane

Expecting #1 (a boy!) on January 16, 2013

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Wed, 10-24-2012 - 6:05pm

thanks Diane....yeah, it's been a weird mix of emotions over the last 3 weeks.  I, honestly. haven't been focusing too much on this pregnancy, because I guess, I am trying to guard my heart, a bit, AND I've been pregnant 2 times already, from finding out by POAS to the 7 or 8 week mark.  I also wasn't 100% ready to be pregnant again, so fast.  So, my brain hasn't caught up yet.  I've been really good about eating the right foods, not drinking & taking prenatals.

I have been feeling like crap here & there & my boobs hurt......but I felt like that all the way up until my last pregnancy & u/s, until I found out our last angel died......honestly, it could go either way & I am not going to find out until the u/s.

I have had so much doom, in the last 10 months, that I won't know how to react if there, actualy IS a baby & hb!  Tongue Out so things going good will throw me for a loop!!

Kiki (hit my magic age of 45 and no longer TTC),but mom to a beautiful teen DD & 2 angels in heaven & married to my best friend

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Wed, 10-24-2012 - 7:49pm

Try to stay positive.  We're all pulling for you!

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Wed, 10-24-2012 - 8:04pm

i cant wait until you get your ultrasound and get help put your mind at ease, you deserve this so much! I'll be praying for you!! until the ultrasound keep your head up! :)

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Wed, 10-24-2012 - 8:12pm

thanks gals! *heart*

Kiki (hit my magic age of 45 and no longer TTC),but mom to a beautiful teen DD & 2 angels in heaven & married to my best friend

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Mon, 10-29-2012 - 11:08am
Thinking of you Kiki!! Do you have a date for your u/s?

Shawn 
Mom to DS, July 2009
Expecting our little girl after three m/c - EDD 11/29/12

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Mon, 10-29-2012 - 3:14pm

Pulling so hard for you!!! When is your U/S? I want to make sure to come back on and see how you're doing.

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Tue, 10-30-2012 - 1:27am

I am praying for you KIki!! HUGS!!!

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Tue, 10-30-2012 - 1:27am

I am praying for you KIki!! HUGS!!!

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Tue, 10-30-2012 - 11:23am

Aw, thanks girls! My 1st u/s is on FRIDAY!!!!  Soooooooo scared!!!! 

I don't want to come back and post, there's no hb.  Today, I still feel nauseous and my boobs hurt, so that's good.  For the last month, I've been going with the flow and patiently waiting, but now, it's time for my 1st u/s.....ahhhhhhh, scary!

if things go bad, I will just post goodbye on this thread.....and if things go good, I will start another thread 'screaming', so far so good.

thanks for thinking of me!! 'trying' to keep my mind off os u/s, for the time being.

Kiki (hit my magic age of 45 and no longer TTC),but mom to a beautiful teen DD & 2 angels in heaven & married to my best friend

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