it's crunch time!

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it's crunch time!
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Wed, 10-24-2012 - 4:03pm

we will see what happens with this pregnancy?!

We lost our 1st angel at 7 weeks, then 2nd angel at 8 weeks (all in last 10 months).  I am now 7 weeks and hopefully this one will make it! I have zero problem getting pregnant, in fact, I wasn't even trying, when I got pregnant this time.

So will God bless us this time or break our heart again? All I know is, this is the last time I will ever be pregnant.....so, hopefully, it will be good.  Cool

the next 2 weeks will give me an indication. fingers & toes crossed!

Kiki (hit my magic age of 45 and no longer TTC),but mom to a beautiful teen DD & 2 angels in heaven & married to my best friend

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Wed, 10-24-2012 - 7:49pm

Try to stay positive.  We're all pulling for you!

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Wed, 10-24-2012 - 6:05pm

thanks Diane....yeah, it's been a weird mix of emotions over the last 3 weeks.  I, honestly. haven't been focusing too much on this pregnancy, because I guess, I am trying to guard my heart, a bit, AND I've been pregnant 2 times already, from finding out by POAS to the 7 or 8 week mark.  I also wasn't 100% ready to be pregnant again, so fast.  So, my brain hasn't caught up yet.  I've been really good about eating the right foods, not drinking & taking prenatals.

I have been feeling like crap here & there & my boobs hurt......but I felt like that all the way up until my last pregnancy & u/s, until I found out our last angel died......honestly, it could go either way & I am not going to find out until the u/s.

I have had so much doom, in the last 10 months, that I won't know how to react if there, actualy IS a baby & hb!  Tongue Out so things going good will throw me for a loop!!

Kiki (hit my magic age of 45 and no longer TTC),but mom to a beautiful teen DD & 2 angels in heaven & married to my best friend

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Wed, 10-24-2012 - 5:37pm
how've you been feeling so far (aside from anxious!)? feeling any symptoms? i know it's hard to be hopeful, yet hard to keep from hoping, all at the same time! such a weird mix! praying for peace for you in this upcoming week as you get closer. hopefully you have good news coming your way in the form of a beautifully beating little heart!

Diane

Expecting #1 (a boy!) on January 16, 2013

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