it's crunch time!

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it's crunch time!
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Wed, 10-24-2012 - 4:03pm

we will see what happens with this pregnancy?!

We lost our 1st angel at 7 weeks, then 2nd angel at 8 weeks (all in last 10 months).  I am now 7 weeks and hopefully this one will make it! I have zero problem getting pregnant, in fact, I wasn't even trying, when I got pregnant this time.

So will God bless us this time or break our heart again? All I know is, this is the last time I will ever be pregnant.....so, hopefully, it will be good.  Cool

the next 2 weeks will give me an indication. fingers & toes crossed!

Kiki (hit my magic age of 45 and no longer TTC),but mom to a beautiful teen DD & 2 angels in heaven & married to my best friend

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Sat, 11-03-2012 - 3:11pm

yeah, 'another' D&C, at some point next week, but just do a follow up u/s, just to make sure, before I schedule D&C.....then BIRTH CONTROL!!!!!  I don't even 'want' to get pg. again.....I've had enough.

Kiki (hit my magic age of 45 and no longer TTC),but mom to a beautiful teen DD & 2 angels in heaven & married to my best friend

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Sat, 11-03-2012 - 1:23pm

I can't tell you how sorry I am to read this, I really hoped this might be your lucky bean. You deserve it to be. What is the plan now? Will you need a D&C?

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Fri, 11-02-2012 - 6:27pm

Kiki,

I'm so sorry.  I do not even know what to say.  I am heart broken for you.  I am here if you need to vent or talk.  Don't be a stranger...

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Fri, 11-02-2012 - 6:24pm
Oh, Kiki, I am sooooo sorry! I can't imagine what you are going through! My thoughts and prayers are with you! ~Rachel
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Fri, 11-02-2012 - 1:12pm
Oh Kiki...there are literally no words. I'm so sorry.

Shawn 
Mom to DS, July 2009
Expecting our little girl after three m/c - EDD 11/29/12

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Fri, 11-02-2012 - 12:27pm

okay, the update is, I 'should' be 8 weeks, 2 days & it's an empty sac.  Cry

thanks everyone for being so sweet & saying prayers & keeping hope alive....I guess it wasn't meant to be, to have another child.  It's time for me to move forward with life.  I guess best thing for me is birth control....hugs to you all!

Kiki (hit my magic age of 45 and no longer TTC),but mom to a beautiful teen DD & 2 angels in heaven & married to my best friend

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Fri, 11-02-2012 - 3:16am

Thinkin about you today Kiki

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Thu, 11-01-2012 - 8:37pm

Keeping my fingers crossed for you Kiki!!!!  Just keep taking deep breaths.  Please keep us posted!

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Thu, 11-01-2012 - 12:14pm

awww, thanks everyone for thinking sweet thoughts of me!!

ahhhh, it's almost tomorrow & I am about hyperventilating!!!!

The good news, there's no bleeding and I feel absolutely horrible....yay!  Laughing Gatorade & deep breaths, sometimes is the only thing getting me thru being sick & I go to bed early, because I feel terrible. BUT, the u/s can tell me a totally different story, so fingers crossed and holding my breath!!

Kiki (hit my magic age of 45 and no longer TTC),but mom to a beautiful teen DD & 2 angels in heaven & married to my best friend

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Wed, 10-31-2012 - 8:43pm
I have everything crossed for you, KiKi! I hope all goes well on Friday. The nausea is a good sign!

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