This waiting is soooooo hard.....

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This waiting is soooooo hard.....
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Mon, 01-10-2011 - 11:42am

My PAL brain is in full swing. This is 3 times now that I've been pg within a year and I'm so tired of waiting for more symptoms.....again. Every morning waking up, hoping I'll be sick, or my bbs will be killing me....or SOMETHING!! And, of course, the bit of sore bbs, tiredness, and hunger I have I'm totally blaming on the progesterone I'm on. Anyway, I'm not sure how much of this I can take......time is just DDDDDDRRRRRRRAAAAAAGGGGGGIIIIIIIINNNNNNNGGGGG. I'm so scared of my ultrasound on the 25th. I think I'll be in a funny farm before then! Ughhhhhhhhhh!

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Mon, 01-10-2011 - 12:45pm
I'm so sorry that this has been so hard for you! I feel like we're on the exact same page because of my two miscarriages in a row before this pregnancy. I haven't had a normal period since May. I really feel like I've been pregnant for so long, and the baby should be almost here by now. Instead, I'm still pulling my hair out waiting for my u/s on Friday. Now that it's so close, I'm more nervous than excited. Is your husband going with you? I'm too scared to bring DH. I don't think I'll hold it together if there's bad news if he's there to sympathize.
I questioned my symptoms for a while, too, but they're definitely here. I hope yours are real, too. The 25th can't come soon enough!
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Mon, 01-10-2011 - 1:35pm

Again I can relate but I am sure most everyone here can. I know I also blamed all the symptoms I had on

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Mon, 01-10-2011 - 2:13pm
Thank you so much ladies. I know you're the only ones that can possibly understand what I'm going through right now. With all my good pg's, I had wicked m/s though...with my bad pg's, next to none, so it has me worried. And of course, my PAL brain thinks this is going to be dejavu...or blighted ovum.....or ectoptic...or whatever other horrible thing my stupid brain can think of. Ughhhhh. *sigh* Trying to relax and have some faith...but it's so dang hard.
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Mon, 01-10-2011 - 2:44pm
I can so relate to your post...I too want to feel clear, well defined, prego symptoms but most of the time I feel fine. No m/s to speak of. I do get a bit nauseous after eating. I also feel a bit extra sleepy in the afternoon but it can be for a bunch of other reasons. So I don't really feel pregnant and some times to be honest I even forget I got a bfp. THAT worries me a lot. I should be close to 11 weeks and I should be feeling something, no?

I hope your symptoms come on strong to give you piece of mind.

And that the 25th gets here really quick!

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Mon, 01-10-2011 - 5:36pm

Praying for you...and for time to fly!! I can totally relate though! Im not sure PAL brain ever leaves you alone...Im almost 28 weeks and I still worry...ALOT! I didnt get real stmptoms at all with this preg....bbs never REALLY hurt...no real m/s to speak of...so of course I worried my way through...analyzing everything! Know that others are praying for you...and that God is in control!