Scared after I broke the "rules"
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|Sat, 01-05-2013 - 9:46pm|
I see that not many people are on these boards anymore....that's too bad. A couple years ago we had a m/c and I loved the support I had here. Now I'm here with a new quandry....my last "baby" will be 2 this spring. I'm 36 and we were done. We were just watching my cycle and kind of doing the opposite for ttc and what do you know, I just got a bfp. I am happy for that but scared to death. Since we were supposed to be done, I've not been good to my body....I take anti anxiety meds that I know aren't safe. I also had ibu for a couple of days. I even stained a bookshelf and it's right in my bedroom odor and all. To top it off I soaked in a hot tub a couple of times. So now I'm afraid of having done damage when I didn't even realize I should've been more careful!! I'm afraid of another m/c that would totally be my fault or a baby that has severe problems because of what I've done.
Does anyone out there have any thoughts, suggestions? I know I can't even really talk to a dr yet because they don't usually see the heartbeat until 6 wks. Besides I have a stupid dr office (only one available....blahh!!) and they won't even really talk to me until 12 wks. So in the meantime I'm freaking out!!