Mommy is missing her angel today! :0(

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Mommy is missing her angel today! :0(
Sat, 07-21-2012 - 11:13am

Well today is the EDD of my 1st pnut, Taylor (July 21, 2012). It is very quiet, instead of all the excitement of delivery & patiently waiting to go to the hospital & hopes & dreams of bringing a baby home to love & care for.  It's just quiet, no nursery built, no baby belly. I 'maybe' could've been 14 weeks along now with my 2nd pnut, nope, but God couldn't even give me that dream either....or I should say, He graciously gave, then graciously took away at 8 weeks!  :smileysad:

So, my angels, Mommy is having a hard day without you.....I know, one day the pain, in my heart, will lessen, but today is not the day!

Mommy loves you!  :heart:

Kiki (hit my magic age of 45 and no longer TTC),but mom to a beautiful teen DD & 2 angels in heaven & married to my best friend

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Wed, 08-01-2012 - 8:59pm
I had an edd of 7/27 for loss #2. It was a tough day, so I know how you felt. I have found rememberance items help me when I'm down. Baby#1, I got a baby blankie, baby#2, I got a stuffed frog, and baby#3, I got a rememberance box and put all ultrasound pics and some dried flowers, candle, etc. On rough days, I can take a few minutes to focus on all the happiness and sorrow I felt for each baby. I also sometimes play adeles song, to make you feel my love, and just ball...that woman can sing, and that song makes me think of all of my babies everytime! Hope you are doing better this week.