Not sure what to feel

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Registered: 08-29-2010
Not sure what to feel
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Wed, 09-28-2011 - 9:56pm
1 year ago tomorrow I woke up pregnant and went to sleep no longer pregnant and nothing to show for it but our crushed hearts. Tomorrow I will be 10 weeks along! Desi Carina stopped growing at 8 weeks, but we didn't find out until 11. I'm happy to be further along than I was before, but sad that I don't have her in my arms.
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Registered: 03-01-2009
Thu, 09-29-2011 - 1:28am
It's so challenging thinking back about angel babies, especially when you're trying to be confident and feel good about the pregnancy you currently have. Losing a baby is heartbreaking and there's no right or wrong way to feel. I hope your pregnancy continues going well and you have a beautiful baby in less than 7 months. ((hugs))
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Registered: 12-19-2007
Thu, 09-29-2011 - 9:57am
I'm so sorry. It's hard not to think of the ones we've lost. We're so thankful for the LO's growing, but we still still miss the ones we've lost. ((Hugs))
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Registered: 06-28-2011
Thu, 09-29-2011 - 4:31pm

I am so sorry. I am in limbo right now myself. Yesterday was my EDD for my LO that I lost in March. I am now 11 weeks pregnant and trying not to worry like crazy and also trying not to obsess over the baby I don't have in my arms right now. Being PAL is so much harder than I thought it would be. I hope things get better on your end soon!

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Registered: 03-25-2010
Thu, 09-29-2011 - 9:59pm

((HUGS)) It's difficult to balance the duo emotions of sadness for a previous loss and happiness about a current pg. One of the many things I like about this board is that the women have been there and completely understand. I feel the same, but sometimes think of our first LO as a guardian angel for this current pg and am somewhat comforted by that.

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Registered: 08-29-2010
Thu, 09-29-2011 - 11:56pm
Made it through the day with only a few tears. Thank you for the thoughts and hugs. It really does help to know that others have the same conflicting feelings.
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Registered: 06-29-2010
Sun, 10-02-2011 - 5:36pm
HUGS, I know it's so hard!!!!
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Registered: 06-09-2009
Tue, 10-04-2011 - 9:46am

Hugs to you,