From engaged to single and pregnant agai

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Registered: 03-16-2010
From engaged to single and pregnant agai
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Tue, 03-16-2010 - 10:04pm
I'm so confused right now. I reconnected with someone who I thought was the greatest guy for me in January. I was head over heels because I had finally found that person, the one ya know? Well he turned out to be someone totally different from who he pretended to be. He asked me to marry him, no engagement, ok I can deal with that. I was willing to buy myself. He began to criticize everything about me, but was happy to see I was pregnant so we started to plan. Well basically everything about me is wrong. The way I do everything and I'm sick of the criticism and the sarcasm. I accepted as who he was when he came into my life, but he has turned into one big bully and hasn't come through with one thing he promised. He seems to be very selfish to me. I'm not happy and I can't imagine myself being with him the rest of my life. I feel bad because I don't want to raise another child alone, but I think thats what is going to happen. I can't live an unhappy life with someone I honestly don't love. I just finished my masters degree and was looking foreard to finding a new job and moving away and now what? Lord I'm so scared, but I can't do anything except have my child and ask God to keep us. I have a 13 year old so I hope he will be some help. I just feel so blah sometimes. Some people say its my hormones, but I don't think it is. He is mean and selfish and I have tried to work with him, but he is insensitive to anything I go through.
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Registered: 12-30-2008
Wed, 03-17-2010 - 12:36am

I'm right there with you, except I can't get him to leave me alone. I don't want to have to deal with someone I'm sure I can't trust. I just want him gone I'm tired of questioning everything that comes out of his mouth






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