New to all this and freaking out..
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|Tue, 03-15-2011 - 4:09pm|
Hey girls, just found out a week ago that I¨m pregnant. Total shock as I am on the implant and broke up with my ex a month ago after just a fairly casual 3 month relationship. I¨m 33 and in a good job with mat leave and a nice supportive family so of course I thought I am keeping it but my emotions this week are out of control from complete euphoria to total panic that my life is over. I have friends with babies but all married and talking to them would just make me feel either jealous or sad that I am not in that cozy family situation. I hit a low this evening even googling abortion but I don´t think that is the right option for me.Having a bad day and absolutely terrified of what´s ahead of me, so used to my freedom and really feeling ready to find someone and settle down but now worried that being a single mum in my 30s that will completely elude me, such a selfish concern I know. And then other days I cannot wait and am really happy....Is all this hormonal or situational and does it calm down after a while??? Good to know I¨m not the only one going through it....