single and almost 18 weeks pregnant.
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|Wed, 08-29-2012 - 3:19pm|
hi my names brooke. im due febuary 2nd 2013. i've been single since i was 9 weeks pregnante my BD was emotionaly and physicaly abusive. i had him arrested when he hit me when i was pregnant. and i will never look back or allow him around my child. i was with him for 2 years. i was afraid to be alone and since he left i moved back in with my parents. all the mental abuse he put me through made it so i was scared to be in my appartment alone. Hes going to jail for a year most likely for what he did to me and then he has other charges against him where he could 3 for thoes. my worst fear is when my baby gets older and finds out why his/her fathers not in his/her life that she/he might blame me. i mean ik its not my fault. i just feel so crappy because the one whos going to suffer is my child. and even tho i havent even met my baby yet i love squirt(the babys nickname) more than i love anyone elts on this earth. and i dont want squirt to ever be in pain... i could really use some support...