So much thinking my head hurts

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Registered: 05-31-2010
So much thinking my head hurts
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Mon, 05-31-2010 - 10:07pm
I have been thinking over and over again i have a 3 yr old and i am currently 20 wks prego i work full time and handling it all is very stressful. My friends try to help me as much as they can but they have there own problems if i was to tell my whole story it would sound like a soap opera in short terms me and the guy werent really a couple because i was to busy being single and young he denys my child because he says he doesnt know what i was doing(Clubbing alot) he picks up the phone when he wants calls me out my name which he has just recently stopped he ignores me for days at end till i show up at his job and he tells me he just doesnt want to be bothered on top of that he has 2 kids and another on the way with the same girl i spoke with her for almost 2 hours and she never mentioned it to him and totally ignored the situation they live together also he comes over now and then like every two weeks and then accuses me of talking to other men and storms out my house i cry almost everyday im depressed but i couldnt get an abortion because in the begining he said he wouldnt help pay for it an i love aniyah more than life itself im just tired of crying and calling him i will call him several times a day and text him several more times and he still ignores me he said when he finds out the baby is his he will help but until then leave him alone im pissed because this isnt me in am independent i pay all my own bills i dont ask anyone for anything never needed a man i dont even really have bf's because i like my freedom i dont know what to do sometimes he acts ok and sometimes he doesnt damn these hormones making me act stupid im lost please pray for me....
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Registered: 11-13-2008
Wed, 06-02-2010 - 1:46pm
I just wanted to send you some (((HUGS))) and tell you that I'm sorry that you are going through this.