Pregnant after a tubal ligation!!!
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|Fri, 11-11-2011 - 6:51pm|
Ok. I only ever come here when I have a problem with my kids that I am at my wits end with and nothing that has been suggested by family and friends has worked. I find coming here gives me a wider base of parents to ask. Well now I need someone to tell me that the way I am feeling is ok and normal and that I am not a completely horrible person and that I should be happy with this unplanned blessing.
Well...I had a tubal ligation the day after my 4 child was born that was roughly 15 months ago. Aunt flow has not visited in 6 to 8 weeks and I have been completely drained of energy. So I took a pregnancy test and was completely shocked when the 2 lines appeared. I am pregnant!!! I don't want this baby. I have given away all my maternity clothes and our infant car seat, our changing table and other stuff. I was done with kids. Got a gym membership and have slowly been shedding the many pounds that crept on from each pregnancy, just to watch my body get stretched and the weight to go back on. Am I a horrible person for part of me hoping its ectopic and not viable. I feel horrible....my hubby is already getting excited. I don't want anymore 3am and 5 am feedings.I feel as though I am being completely selfish in the way I am feeling, but