Ok, comparasin between on and off meds
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|Mon, 05-12-2003 - 5:13pm|
Today, I put him back on it. He cried, was obsessive, clicked his tongue and made bzz bzz sounds all day. He as usual never was quiet. He kept telling me he was sad and spent some time crying over things he was obsessing over. I had to dress him in a red shirt and green pants and his christmas socks with pics of santa on them. He pretended he was an elf all day and seemed in his own little world. The verbal tics have gotten worse over time. He had 3 severe meltdowns.
I don't know what is worse or better. Either way I have trouble dealing with him and I don't want to do the on again off again thing with the ritalin. I feel like it's giving him too many episodes.
I still have not been contacted by his doctor and I'm getting very frustrated and truthfully a little confused about what to do. I'm afraid to play with his meds any more until I get a proper schedule to get him off stimulants and on a mood stabilizer.
I just feel like giving up and running away