Ever had a day like this?
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| Tue, 08-15-2006 - 10:17am |
Today my DH tells me how down in the dumps he is.
Let's start off with how DS is PDD and not "normal", due to the fact of my friend's dd cam over Saturday and she is the same age as DS and she is a chatter box etc.
Then I realize how I hav NO friends to ever call to see just how I am. I am always everyones rock when they need me.
I feel so alone today. I want another baby and my DH is now thinking it's a BAD idea cause lighting may strike twice ya know.
I just feel like I have my back agains the wall and my family and DH family is non existant.
I am sorry to ramble I just feel so left alone and especially when your PDD child only talks at you not with you.
I feel gratified when he comes to me to ask for something. At least that's some communication.
I hate my life today. I never imagined this would be my life.
All I do, all i know is AUTISM!
I hate talking about therepy, school, IEP etc...................
Today I want a normal life. I want to work and have a life like my friends do.,
The have NO idea how good it is to "play" and "talk".
Ok, I need to get a grip.
Don't get me wrong I LOVE my DS. I hate his disorder. It's cruel on every angle.
I need to go now, he is almost out of school and I want to hit the gym to burn off my aggression.
Nora

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Nora,
(chiming in late)
I have been reading this thread thinking "she needs to find ASD moms locally" and then I get to the latest post and you had arrived at the same conclusion! LOL!
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