Might be pregnant:(
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Might be pregnant:(
| Fri, 02-10-2006 - 2:20pm |
Well, I had to go off the pill as it was affecting my moods big time.
| Fri, 02-10-2006 - 2:20pm |
Well, I had to go off the pill as it was affecting my moods big time.
Oh, I remember that feeling all too well. Jake was only 6 months old when I found out I was pregnant on Ella and I almost went crazy worrying about how I was going to cope with 2 kids 14 months apart, that was before I even had a clue something was up with Jake. I will never forget how I found out. I had recently started back to school and was in the middle of typing a paper, I went to the bathroom and took the test thinking I was just imaging my boobs felt the same as when I was pregnant on Jake, I went back to typing and forgot about the test until an hour later. OH MY GOD when I went back into the bathroom I let out the loudest scream and DH came running from downstairs, I hadn't even told him I was late. The two of us just stood staring at the test in disbelief.It's funny now when I look back on it but at the time I was really scared. Honestly, I don't think there is any perfect time to have a child and I sometimes think that if I hadn't gotten pregnant on Ella the way I did I probably would have been too scared to try again in case I would have another child with issues.I can't imagine my life without her and although she too has her own problems, if I had it to do over again, I would in a heartbeat. Somethings are just meant to be!
Slainte,
Teresa
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Dee,
(((HUGS))) to you. I completely understand how you're feeling. We got our DS's Dx this past summer. He was 6, another DS 4, DD 6 months, and then I found out I was pregnant! Things were so out of control with the oldest, school was a disaster, he wasn't classified/ receiving services yet, constant battles at home, etc... There were many days that I thought I was going to lose my mind. I seriously considered looking into medication (for myself), then couldn't when I found out I was pregnant again. It was almost too much to handle.
Now, I am less than two weeks from delivery and things are a little more stable. DS has been classified and placed in Spec. Ed. He has a private counsellor come to the house once a week. He's functioning a little better at school. We still have our "bad" days, but I am much more able to cope. Once this baby arrives, things may get a little wacky again, but I know we'll be able to handle whatever comes - one day/hour/minute at a time!
Its often hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel when you're stuck in a hard place, but this too shall pass. Good luck with whatever happens.
Melissa