prayer request

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Wed, 09-14-2005 - 4:39pm

for me. DH and I are going through a bit of a really rough patch. he is considering moving out. Can't say I didn't see it coming but I have resolved myself to go and take care of myself and be the strong woman cause I have to for the kids.

Renee

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Registered: 10-09-2003
In reply to: rbear4
Sat, 09-24-2005 - 12:07am

((((RENEE))))

~ Chelsea
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In reply to: rbear4
Mon, 09-19-2005 - 5:59pm

Hi Renee,


Adding my P&PT to you and your marriage.

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In reply to: rbear4
Mon, 09-19-2005 - 2:33pm

Renee,

Lots of hugs to you! I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

Heather

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Registered: 03-27-2003
In reply to: rbear4
Mon, 09-19-2005 - 10:35am

Oh, Renee!

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In reply to: rbear4
Mon, 09-19-2005 - 8:06am

((((HUGS)))) I'm keeping you in my prayers that you are able to save your marriage and that he'll come around to the sacred vows that he made at the beginning.

Dh and I have been married for almost 16 yrs. We have gone through several phases of "why did I/we do this?" but both of us are so stubborn that we'd never break those vows, but the thought has crossed our minds. My DH too shows lots of aspie traits (he is a horrible communicator) and often I have to pull stuff out of him (he talks to me much more readily in bed in the dark than talking face to face). When we go through these phases, we've found that trying to go back to dating and the exciting part of our courtship helps (getting way from our kids and their problems and back to why we fell in love w/ each other).

Maybe the Lord will convict him while he's in Bible study? (nothing like a lightning strike to bring one back to reality away from ones wallowing in the mud of self-pity) Or maybe he'll find something that will stir his soul to right everything and take his focus off himself? Just a thought, even is his motives are out of whack for going he might just turn to the right!?!?

sending lots of cyber wine and chocolates and a HUGE dose of patience! You are so strong you'll come out shining no matter the outcome!

Betsy

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In reply to: rbear4
Sun, 09-18-2005 - 1:48pm

update,

There were lots of misunderstanding in the last conversation. DH is not a great communicator. Things are better but still going to therapist.

Inlaws watched the kids all afternoon yesterday and we spent the day together. That helped. Crossing fingers that it continues to get better.

Renee

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In reply to: rbear4
Sat, 09-17-2005 - 5:03pm

Renee,

Chiming in late yet again.

I agree with Sara (I think it was she) who said that 4 SN kids are better than 5. I can't help but think that this is a stupid phase he is going through, and that he will get some sense (esp. when he realises how darn cold it is out there).

I think the e-mail thing is a good idea. DH and I had a major spat about 1.5 years ago (around the time I had that surgery) and we ended up having this major e-mail conversation. It was funny that we couldn't stay in the same roo and have a conversation, without tears an/or raised voices and accusations, but e-mail allowed us o say what we wanted to say, put down our take on how we had felt during ____ incident, and basically clear up a lot of our differences.

It also helps to just get thoese thoughts and feelings out -even if you don't send the mail in the end.

(((Hugs))), dear friend. I am thinking of you all the time.

-Paula

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In reply to: rbear4
Sat, 09-17-2005 - 11:52am

I am SOOOO there. Just make sure he isn't a blonde. I have had enough of blondes

He decided to go with his dad to a bible study this morning since he thinks he is more spiritual than I am. I don't even think he noticed or cared that I slept on the couch, or conversly didn't sleep.

He is about to get an honest email since he can't stick around long enough to hear my side.

Renee

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In reply to: rbear4
Sat, 09-17-2005 - 11:19am

Dear Renee,

Yeah, but truthfully, it might be one hell of a lot easier than being the mother of FIVE Special Needs Children, one of whom you have NO control over, who refuses every bit of intervention and help available and refuses to take any responsibility for his own well-being, who has put in a lot of years since having chosen to be married and having chosen to father each and every one of the other four ...

and is now claiming to had made a mistake?

Cyber-sending Hugs, wine, chocolate, cases of Calgon, and a virtual stretch limo to take you first to that therapy,and then to the airport to go cross-country in a Lear jet to a night out on the town here in NYC with a fabulous, hot, studly man (I know a few and even available) to take you dining, dancing and get your mind of your problems big time!!! Maybe we should just skip the therapy...

Sara

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In reply to: rbear4
Sat, 09-17-2005 - 8:38am

yep we have mentioned therapy. He has agreed but then can't seem to find the right person, etc and doesnt know if it will work. Doesn't know if we should have ever gotten married, doesn't know if he wants to leave, doesn't know if he wants to stay.

In our conversation he is still bringing up hurts from his childhood with his parents. HELLO! Not my fault. I told him I think he is depressed, has been for a long time and he needs to work on that. He wasn't sure if he agreed.

We are seeing things differently. I see our vows as sacred and worth fighting for. He doesn't know if our vows were ever right in the first place. I think love is more than a feeling or warm fuzzy and he just thinks it should be more feeling. I think that even if there isn't feeling right now there will be and there is to much invested to just give up. He is looking for that deep feeling of new love, soul mate that he thinks he missed.

Does he say he wants another. He says, big shock, he doesn't know, maybe

Thanks for all the support. You girls have no idea how much I need it. I am in the process of waiting for the kids therapist to email me back and deciding if I want to use her for this. Otherwise I have a couple names for me. I think that is where I have to start anyway.

Gee, being a single parent with 4 SN kids is going to be a hoot.

Renee

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