Do you ever wonder
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|Tue, 02-15-2005 - 10:03pm|
what things may come for your kids and their needs now?I was thinking tonight about Christopher and How much I hope and pray that his troubles become less and less as the years go by.I wonder if he will ever be able to wear anything but cotton.I wonder if he will do well in school.I think to myself Boy this kid would make a great football player if he ever learns to catch a ball.I just hope whatever happens that we can make it through the day and when we lay our heads to rest at night I will be able to tell myself I have done the best I can and wow I have a happy preschooler,gradeschooler,teenager,young man.And I am so glad he is mine.
But I am also scared for him.I want the very best for him and I want people to love and respect him and I want him to be able to do everything that anyone eles can.I guess I shouldnt worry about tomorrow but I do.I think what if something happens to me,or dh or both of us who would care for him?I should also stop what ifing everything to death.Does anyone here have older kids?How are things going for them?Am I being silly for wondering these things?Do things get better with age?I had lots of time to think tonight I GUESS.tAMMY