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|Sun, 06-25-2006 - 3:50pm|
I should be embarassed it's been so long. I forgot what pregnancy does to you. I'm asleep all the time and never have a moment to myself (not even to walk downstairs to use the computer). I've been so wrapped up with this baby and the worries associated with this baby that I haven't checked in as often as I would have liked. Here is some good news, though...went to the dr last week for my detailed sonogram and found out we are having another beautiful boy and the tech said that there are NO indications that this baby has Down syndrome!!!! I am so excited, but I am also having conflicted feelings. With me being so excited about this baby NOT having DS I feel like I am saying it is really bad to have and I NEVER want that to come across as being true. I cannot imagine having Cal any other way. I love all his little quirks and personalities. Would I prefer he not have DS, absolutely. Would I change anything, NOPE!! I just never want either of my boys to feel that DS is bad to have. I'm probably just being silly. Sorry. Does this make any sense to anyone or am I just being too synical?
Looks like the due date is accurate, Oct 21, and I am bigger than I was when I gave birth to Cal. I can't imagine what I will be like in four more months. I'm going to be bigger than a building. It doesn't help any hearing my hubby tell me all the time, "you sure are much bigger this time....or....your BIG!" OUCH!!
Well, Cal is going nuts that I will not let him onto the Wiggles website so I better let him have his time. Thanks for always listening and I will work harder to chat with you ladies more often!